Saturday, January 22, 2005

A life that full of waiting

Went through a half busy day… was stuck at home today as I had waited for the important document that send by mum… earlier the DHL officer had send it to my house but my housemates made an mistake, and they had gave me a call in the morning regarding the letter…

And I was just waiting at home without going anywhere… just for the document… and the officer came in 545pm :S… and I had just wasted my time here doing my reports and chatting with some friends…

By the way I am suppose to go out for settle some bills as well as meeting cherry to get things from her, but got to cancelled because I would like to collect the document and get my things settle as soon as possible…

Hmm will get things done on Monday… that is why I hate Friday so much, as I would waste the whole weekend of not getting anything done… sigh... will be continue working on my reports and then would be resting as my stomach is not well yet…

Joey had cooked me dinner just now :P… well I am not using him cooking to me, lol.. he is just a quiet guy… and we don’t really chat much.. but he can cook quite well :)…

Serena came over and she looks pale and sad… was trying to comfort her and makes lots of lame jokes for her… and so we are waiting Monday to watch movie together :P…

Nothing much as I am just being DJ for my friends they are here for nothing lol… I don’t feel like going out so just play then song and blast some songs for them….

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

Everything but ordinary

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep it's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I want to scream it makes me feel alive

Is it enough to love
Is it enough to breathe
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I have been
To the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive

Is it enough to love
Is it enough to breathe
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

Let down your defenses
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
That this world is a beautiful, accident,
turbulent, succulent, opulent,
permanent, no way
I wanna taste it
Don't wanna waste it away

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak my self out
I laugh myself to sleep it's my lullaby

Is it enough, is it enough?
Is it enough to breathe
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

Is it enough?
Is it enough to die
somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

A conversation between

A: hmm i handsome meh?
muahhahahahaa
kns
talk like that in public
B: no lor
79%
not so high lar
lol
A: plz
humble a bit
if anyone ask u
i handsome or not
next time
plz la
plz la..ok?
say yes
indeed
u are super handsome
ok?

hahaha lol.. i guess by the time u all read till this part u all should know who's conversation is that lol... i just cant stop laughing when i chatted with him... anyway for A lol... dun get heart attack wor hahahah lol... the purpose of posting this is just for laugh and one more thing... to remember myself to tell ppl u r SUPER HANDSOME hahahaha

Friday, January 21, 2005

Please give me comment

Hmm... I am stuck when I got this question from a friend of mine… she is a Malaysian and she is in Tasmania now, she got a boyfriend which is in Malaysia, they planned to get marry on next year.

They had met each other once every three months… where both of them take turns to fly back to Malaysia or Australia… yesterday when she was chatting with her boyfriend on the phone, she asked if her boyfriend did anything to cheated her or not…

And out of sudden her boyfriend told her that he had sex with a girl on last September… but they are not lover, the girl has a boyfriend as well… then he admit his fault and apologize to my friend…

She called me and cried on the phone, she wasn’t happy with him… I was stuck in comforting her… I have no idea what should I say to comfort her, I need help from you guys :s….

I’ve told her that since he already admits the fault I think she should give him a chance? Aand after that I can’t comfort her as ever since I broke up with Ian I can’t even be a good adviser anymore :s…. so please leave me how I should comfort my friend in the comment thanks.

Irresistible

Ya know, I don’t know what it is
But everything about you is so irresistible.

Don’t you try to tell me that he’s not my type
To hide what I feel inside
When he makes me weak with desire
I know that I’m supposed to make him wait
Let him think I like the chase
But I can’t stop fanning the fire
I know I’m meant to say no

Chorus:
But he’s irresistible
Up close and personal
Now inescapable
I can hardly breathe
More than just physical
Deeper than spiritual
His ways are powerful
Irresistible to me
I can hardly breathe

Don’t you think I’m trying to tell my heart what’s right
That I should really say goodnight
But I just can’t stop myself
Maybe I’ll tell him that I feel the same
That I don’t want to play no game
Cause when I feel his arms wrapped around me
I know I’m meant to say no (I meant to say no)

Chorus:
He’s irresistible (irresistable)
Up close and personal
Now inescapable
I can hardly breathe (I can hardly breath)
More than just physical
Deeper than spiritual (oh yeah)
His ways are powerful
Irresistible to me

Can’t you see
Whenever he’s close to me
I really find it hard to breathe
He’s so irresistible
Baby you know
It’s more than just spiritual
His ways are powerful
He’s so irresistable
(you’re so irresistable)

Chorus:
He’s irresistible (yeah)
Up close and personal(oh yeah)
Now inescapable
I can hardly breathe (I can hardly breath)
More than just physical
Deeper than spiritual (oh yeah)
His ways are powerful
Irresistible to me (irresistable to me)

He’s irresistible (yeah)
Up close and personal
Now inescapable
I can hardly breathe (irresistable to me)
More than just physical
Deeper than spiritual
His ways are powerful
Irresistible to me (irresistable to me)

Specially for you all

Okay… phew!! Finally I got my blog back to normal… and finally I got time here to type my blog… sorry for the pass 2 days as I am not really feeling well and tired… so I don’t really post anything here…

Got myself finished a report earlier… then went out with Joey… sound weird right? Is like Joey going out with Joey and Joey going out with herself lol… let me clarify, Joey is another guy that I knew few weeks ago… and I am suppose to go out with him few weeks ago but being too busy and sick, so I got myself went out with him today… we went to the arcade and spend sometimes in the arcade… he can play drum damn well… is like a drum player in a band :P, then I wasn’t feeling that well and I asked to send me home… he is just being very gentleman in this whole outing… he open and close the door for me when I get in and get out from the car…

Once I came home I got myself some medicine and a piece of bread… then I came online… was guiding jess to modified her chatterbox, chatting with Kate, Elaine and my cousins… got lots of phone calls today and everyone concern about my health… asking me the same questions… :s… and I have been repeating the same answer for few times… when I was teaching jess, I got my own template mess up and I got all settings I had done gone… was really nervous to get them back…

And finally thanks Ken to help me through… and I got everything back to normal and a bit better than before :)… thanks a lot… oh yah Ken is my sifu is editing this blog actually… :P so whoever don’t know Ken please meet my sifu Ken :P

Hmm… I am happy to see my WWW gor again… :P miss miss le… never seen him busy like this before… so a bit weird when I don’t see him online… same goes with Sj and Derr… there were just busy until I never seen them online… anyway to Sj and Derr your sibak and sifu sending regards to both of u :)…

Okay.. I got to write something about my LKA baba or I got to type something for him? Lol… well well… hmm… don’t really got time to chat with my LKA baba… he is busy and when he is free I will be busy… so we are just busy father and daughter lol… anyway… he loves people saying he is a handsome guy, for me he is so so lor… lol… baba dun angry okie? Lui lui just saying the truth nia hur hur… but if out of 100% lui lui will give 79% gua lol… this is lui lui’s judgment lar.. Do you want lui lui to post the pic here for my friends to judge? Lol, he is quite a nice and caring baba, even we don’t really chat much, but he will always concern me by sending me messages, or message me to ask me if I am okay when he saw my MSN nick is not right, but one thing he doesn’t like is reading my blog… he used to complained that I typed out everything about myself here and is like walking naked on the street :s… anyway he had promised me that he will finish reading my blog… and I am waiting for the day kekeke… promise is promise and lui lui took ur words liao hor… make sure u do it… for me he is a guy that loves to do things on his way without really consider how people think about him… anyway I am waiting you to get marry with mama le :P… got mama but not marry yet.. Weird le lol… okie I think this is long enough? Not enough ar then you type out the things you want me to type here and I will post it here lar hahahaha…
I would like to apologize to Pat as I don’t have much time to chat with him… I realized I am not a good friend while he will be my listener when I am down but I am not there for him when he is down... sorry Pat :s… but I was not feeling well and so I am not online much… besides I would like to settle my things out so I can move further…

Hmm... good job Jess, you did a good job in your blog as well as fish’s blog… keep it up :)… I think I got to stop here now as I am out of words at the moment… still sick but feeling a lot better… will be going to have a walk later… and thanks Fish for the special post for thanking me lol… thanks a lot… not forgetting to Kate.. thanks for always being my ears all the time :)… okie lar enough for my speech… lol.. like those speech when people got any award pulak kakaka… okie ciao for now muacksss everyone :)

Sometimes

You tell me you're in love with me
That you can't take your pretty eyes away from me
It's not that I don't want to stay
But everytime you come to close I move away
I wanna believe in everything that you say
Because it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move it slow
There's things about me you just have to know

Sometimes I run Sometimes I hide
sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
baby all I need is time

I don't wanna be so shy, uh-uh
Everytime I am alone I wonder why
Hope that you will wait for me
You see that, you're the only one for me
I wanna believe in everything that you say
Cause it sounds so good
but if you really want me, move it slow
There's things about me, you just have to know

Sometimes I run (Sometimes) Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
All I really want is to hold you tight
treat you right, be with you day and night
Baby, all I need is time

Just hang around and you'll see
There's nowhere ill ever be
If you love me, trust in me
The way that I trust in you

Oh, yeah

Sometimes I run (Sometimes) Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight (hold ya tight)
Treat you right, be with you day and night (day and night)
Sometimes I run Sometimes I hide (sometimes)
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight treat you right,
be with you day and night (day and night)
All I really want is to hold you tight Treat you right,
be with you day and night
baby, all I need is time

I'm not a girl not yet a woman

I used to think
I had the answers to everything
But now I know
Life doesn't always
Go my way, yeah...

Feels like I'm caught in the middle
That's when I realize...

(Chorus)
I'm not a girl
Not yet a woman
All I need is time
A moment that is mine
While I'm in between

(Verse 2)
I'm not a girl
There is no need to protect me
Its time that I
Learn to face up to this on my own
I've seen so much more than u know now
So tell me to shut my eyes

I'm not a girl
Not yet a woman
All I need is time
A moment that is mine
While I'm in between

I'm not a girl
But if u look at me closely
You will see it my eyes
This girl will always find
Her way

I'm not a girl
(I'm not a girl don't tell me what to believe)
Not Yet a woman
(I'm just tryin to find the woman in me, yeah)
All I need is time (All I need)
A moment that is mine (That is mine)
While I'm in between

I'm not a girl
Not yet a woman
All I need is time (is All I need)
A moment that is mine
While I'm in between

I'm not a girl
Not yet a woman

Why am I thinking so much for

Why I thinking so much while you don’t even care anymore? This is what I feel now… I sense he doesn’t care for me anymore… sigh… is all because of my fault my fault and my fault!

What have I got to do to make you love me
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you're not there

What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word

What do I do to make you love me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I do when lightning strikes me
What have I got to do
What have I got to do
When sorry seems to be the hardest word

Sick and pain

I feel a big change of myself… I don’t really talk much as before, this had been complained by few friends… do I need to change myself to suit the environment or should I stay the same as myself? Sigh…

I dream of him last night… and my dream come true… he came online on IRC… once I woke up just now I went online at IRC and use the seen function to see if it is accurate and I got my dream accurate… he was online last night…

Mummy called yesterday and she was complaining of sending post laju to me :s... she is sending me a piece of paper and it cost her 43 dollar -.-… but my mum is weird where I said I bought things in Melbourne that cost AUSD43 she said is cheap… I don’t know what she is thinking also :s…

Nothing really happen yesterday but was just sick and pain horribly… got myself pain killer but it doesn’t stop the pain… and got offline and went to the hall trying to get some wine with Laco, but got fainted down… :s… anyway I am still pain now and will type things out again later… gone for now…

Thursday, January 20, 2005

Check out your horoscope for year 2005

Aries in 2005 - Flexibility

If you want a motto for 2005, the best one to adopt would be "go with the flow." 2005 will be a year of ups and downs, and only the flexible will be able to keep from going crazy! All Aries natives may have to tighten their belts and curb their desire for constant expansion. You may need to play it cool and curb your spending. You'll be among the first to seize upon new societal trends to create new opportunities for yourself, as your creativity will be at an all-time high. You will be more eloquent and persuasive than usual, and others will identify enthusiastically with your vision. If you want to start a new creative project or business venture, your imagination will be working overtime. 2005 could find you doing well career-wise - and aspiring to climb even higher.

Taurus in 2005 - Tenacity

"Diligence" is the key word for you, Taurus. With hard work and focus, you will attain at least one important aspiration that has been on your agenda for a long time. This is the year you'll want to take stock of your career and ask yourself if you're doing the work you want to do for the rest of your life. As the year progresses, the more impressive your ideas and works become. As a result, your finances improve - and your newfound confidence could attract new love into your life. By the end of the year, you will have a whole new network of friends and group activity, stimulating new ideas and taking up your social life a notch or two.

Gemini in 2005 - Success

Your cycle of learning through the school of hard knocks has come to an end, Gemini, and now you're going to start reaping the rewards these "lessons" have left in their wake. As 2005 progresses, the road ahead will become clearer. You now have it in you to create the kind of life for yourself that you want. These leaps and bounds forward include love and creativity. Your learning of concepts of all kinds combines with extensive group activity, bringing your mind into a whole new space this year. By the end of 2005 you'll have a whole new start with regard to your career and your earning potential - and a possible new partnership to top it off!

Cancer in 2005 - Balance

Finding a balance between your personal and professional lives may be one of the year's strongest challenges. For the most part, your outward life this year will go in fits and starts - alternating periods of intense activity with times of welcome rest. Enjoy the restful periods when you can. The active ones will be hectic! You'll be making radical changes in your work habits, but you'll be a lot happier for it, and in the end you'll know it was worth it. Your love life is full, and any dissatisfaction with career and money matters fades into the background. By the end of 2005, you'll feel more confident, more determined, and far more capable of making the mountains come to you!

Leo in 2005 - Abundance

Pursuing a successful career, along with the usual social and financial advantages, will be easier this year than it has in a long time for you, Leo! The most difficult thing might be deciding which path means the most to you, and where to put your focus. You'll be able to create opportunities for advancement almost out of thin air. Romance in 2005 will make it a year to remember - and you'll be the envy of all your friends. Love comes willingly and easily. Money may suddenly become tight at a very inconvenient time. Yet, this is no comparison to the advancements you'll make overall, and by the end of 2005, you'll look back in sheer wonder and happiness.

Virgo in 2005 - Perseverance

Your working life might not go so smoothly this year, Virgo. For much of 2005, you'll be putting your nose to the grindstone. On the bright side, your finances will be pretty stable. Just don't take it for granted - you still need to be cautious this year. Your love life will thrive for most of the year, and any relationship begun or reaffirmed in 2005 is very likely to be a lasting one. And, you're going to develop a hopeless romantic streak. In spite of a lot of worry over your career, by the year's end, you'll see that 2005 has filled your life with prosperity and accomplishments.

Libra in 2005 - Expansion

Flex your muscles, friend Libra, and prepare for a relatively easy ride. With beneficent Jupiter in your sign, this is definitely your year, especially where your social life is concerned. Happiness and enjoyment lie ahead. If you're not presently married, and want to be, you just might wed by the end of the year. This is the year you're going to be doing a lot of travel and learning about your world, as expansion is the theme. The one department of life that may not quite be as hopeful as you'd like could be your career, where advancement may be slow and satisfaction rare. By year's end, you may find yourself seriously considering a major change - all for the best.

Scorpio in 2005 - Transmutation

Scorpio, you can still expect changes - perhaps major ones - in your life this year, almost to the point of total transformation. While this is most apparent in the area of your career, you'll see it showing up in other important aspects of your life. Your life might take on an entirely new direction you've never dreamed of. You may also change your residence during the year. Whether you start the year as a single person looking for a partner, or you've been married for many years, happiness in love does lie ahead. Be prepared for new horizons. They may not be familiar, but they will be fascinating. Don't cling to the banks; instead, flow with the tide in 2005.

Sagittarius in 2005 - Empowerment

Are you prepared to handle absolute power? If not, you will be soon! Your ruling planet, Jupiter, will be in a special relationship with Pluto - called "mutual reception" - in 2005. There's so much punch packed into this combination that it's almost scary. You'll find the ultimate power is the ability to choose your own destiny. You'll find practical ways of increasing your effectiveness in the world by gaining new skills that allow you to live more abundantly. By the second half of the year, you will finally feel welcome relief from the tight financial binds that have hindered you over the past two years. And, a relationship you begin now will last a very long time - like, for the rest of your life. Overall, 2005 is sure to be a year you won't forget.

Capricorn in 2005 - Resolution

You've got plenty of lucky breaks headed your way in 2005, friend Capricorn. The long awaited relief you've needed in your love life is around the corner, and by the end of the year you will feel much clearer about your partnerships in general. Financially, it could be a lean year, although some advance planning can help you weather the storm. Your career opportunities will expand exponentially, and you're likely to change jobs or positions this year. At times, the pressure on your job and home life may seem unbearable, but rest assured you will come through this stronger - and wiser - than ever, as more is revealed and resolved in 2005.

Aquarius in 2005 - Magic

2005 sees you expanding your intuitive and psychic skills even more, Aquarius. The mysteries of the universe continue to attract and intrigue you, as you apply your mystical awareness to the important decisions upcoming in your life, especially concerning partnerships of all kinds. 2005 is bound to bring at least one major success in the love department, and your career will be brimming with new enthusiasm and innovation. Not only that, but travel, adventure, and personal expansion infuse fresh energy into all areas of your life. By year's end, your creative decision-making will have carried you to whole new peaks - and a whole new view from above.

Pisces in 2005 - Self-confidence

It's a big year for you, friend Pisces. No doubt, in 2005 you'll find yourself pushed more and more out into the world. You'll experience a new sense of purpose and make plenty of new friends. Expect lots of surprises and lucky breaks this year, with Uranus bringing the unexpected in your career, your love life, and the world in general. At some point during the year, you could pick up a financial windfall, hear of a great career opportunity, or unexpectedly meet the love of your life. It's important that you take retreats and plenty of time for yourself to regenerate, as the rate of change in your personal and professional life will be fast and unpredictable. Remain calm and confident, and love is very likely to flourish in 2005. "Expect the unexpected," and enjoy the ride!

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

a post

Not really feeling well.. this is the moment I hate the most… period pain is just killing me… got myself pain killer already but still pain… no energy and just moodless…

Was trying to ask Ian if he could forbidden my nick but he said he will not forbidden for no reason so I guess would just let it be… I am tired…

Went out with Jason to have a walk and felt better but after that got worst… people are telling me the same things again… is good to be loved… sigh… and this words come from few people from different places…

Seen few weird people today… I don’t know if I am weird or they are weird… anyway I am not going to type much… gone for now.

To share my happiness

Yay!!! Finally I’m home… home sweet home… :P got myself some ham and cheese sandwiches just now… and drinking aloe vera juice now :P… feeling happy, tired and having period pain now :s…

Went to work today and after work I’ve met Carol and Jeffery… after meeting the, we went to have some tea in Starbucks… oh god, I got a very bad ice chocolate today :s… then I’ve seen Liz and shared my good news… Cherry just back from her Taiwan trip and she had bought me some souvenirs… but I am too lazy to meet her today :P…

Hmmm actually was sharing my happiness with Ian too… I was surprise when he replied me… I thought he was away -.-… and I’ve shared this happiness with Ken, Nick, Serena, Kim and lots of few friends… I am pretty happy when I’ve got happy nicks friends from MSN will message me and ask about it and when I have a sad nicks they will asks about it as well :p… thanks or the concern!! :P

Hmm feeling sleepy at the moment as I slept for 3 hours last night before work :P but my happiness is dragging me to complete my things… :p so I got to finished things before I go to bed :P

Got to buy some new things today hur hur… you will be surprise if you see me wearing them kekekek…. Anyway I love it so much... never regret of buying it…

Oh ya let me share my happiness now :P… just got my cook test pass… this is a test that recognize by TRA… and is a trade person test… I got it passed! :P… this is a tough test I would say.. because those assessor are strict :x… anyway I got this result on last December where they got me failed… but I received an email stating I passed the test and they apologized for the data crashed mistakes… and they refund 500 dollar for the application I’ve made on last month :P…

And I got this extra 500 for this month!!! Lol… I’ve called my god father and told him to let me use this 500 as the incentive lol… I think that’s it for now as I am pretty tired now… once again thanks for all the concern and thanks Nick for spending sometimes to play game with me last night lol… is pretty fun to make those lame jokes lol… tata for now

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Some messages for you all

Been helping friends and learning some new things today… finally got to see my landlord today and I had complained about Mark to him… he will catch him smoking drugs in person so he got a reason to kick him out of this house…

Can’t wait till tomorrow… will be working and will be seeing my friends in the city for lunch… I miss them a lot… hmmm… I will eat as much as I can... so do not worry for me… :P

Foods that I ate today are chocolates, ham and bread, seafood salad, Caesar salad, charcoal chicken, fried chicken and chips again… I guess they are good in helping me to put on weight? I hope so… but vomited half an hour after the meal but I got myself keep eating and eating!!! I know it’s hurts... but no choice :s… anyway I love salads lately.. got salad for almost every meal… I think I will be a vegetarian soon lol…

Okay would like to take this chance to thanks Ken for teaching me in edited something for my web… I guess you would know realize about the changes we had made… this is a secret tho :P

Wee Wang Wang gor!!!!!! Where are you? Why never heard of you so long one? Sigh… please leave me message when you see this blog le :s…

Everyone been busy for their exams… and I am here to wish you all good luck and all the best in your exam… do study smart not study hard okay? :P hmm I think is good to mentioned the names lar… Derrick, Joanna, Patrick and jaja lao por :)

Any preparation for Chinese New year yet? Hmmm.. I guess there are Chinese New Year feel back home? So sad… nothing here :s… anyway I think is too early to wish you all gong xi fa cai now? Lol… okie I will keep the wish till it’s time to wish…

For those who are not studying and is working or not working at the moment, I would like to wish you all have a nice day... hmm... I think I would mention names like Ian, Kate, ken, Nick Jason, Duc, Eric, Serena, Fion... err pardon me if I left out any names le... I just mention names I can remember nia :x

Okay last but not least wish Pat Happy Birthday once again and may your wishes come true :)

Happy Birthday Pat


Learned some new stuff and got this for u, Happy birthday Pat :) Posted by Hello

Okay, here you go, the birthday wish for u, don't blame me for doing nothing for u okay? :P regret of complained just now or not? :P
Anyway gets older lor!!!! old man!!! happy birthday and wish you will have a nice day later... sorry for not able to wait till your timezone... hur hur... who ask u to live so far from me? summore in different timezone -.-....
take care and once again Happy Birthday :P

Love and Marriage

A student asks a teacher, "What is love?"

The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the paddy field
and choose the biggest paddy and come back. But the rule is: you can go
through them only once and cannot turn back to pick."

The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big paddy, but he wonders....may be there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another
bigger one... but may be there is an even bigger one waiting for him.
Later, when he finished more than half of the paddy field, he start to
realize that the paddy is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he
has missed the biggest one, and he regretted. So, he ended up went back to
the teacher with empty hand.

The teacher told him, "...this is love... you keep looking for a better
one, but when later you realize, you have already miss the person...."

"What is marriage then?" the student asked.
The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the corn field
and choose the biggest corn and come back. But the rule is: you can go
through them only once and cannot turn back to pick.” The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back to the teacher.

The teacher told him, "this time you bring back a corn.... you look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get.... this is marriage."

Monday, January 17, 2005

My day

Went out with Jason, Carol, Kenny, Duc and Julie… was out for dinner but end up went to a pub before home… there were trying to make me drunk but I am the one who is still awake and not drunk at all… -.-

Had spend my time with friends today… not really chatting much as online for surfing on net only… just got myself settle down not long ago… had a make up class today, and got all my cosmetics that I’ve bought n Boxing day out… and end up got myself out without removing those make up…

Had seafood salad, Caesar salad, fried chicken, charcoal chicken and some chips for lunch, had Caesar salad and grilled chicken for dinner… seem to have a great improvement but I don’t think so as I had diarrhea for the whole day as well…

Got myself some awesome apple and guava juice today… and I love it so much… wonder if I lost weight again :x… my pants are getting loser and loser… hmmm… anyway don’t feel like thinking about it…

I guess I’ve nothing much to type today as I am a bit tired at the moment… just finished listing out things I am going to do tomorrow… looking forward to get myself something tomorrow…

* If you happen to ask me if I ever open my eyes to see, I would say yes, but I think I am tired of seeing it now… I’m not longer opening my eyes to see…. If you happen to ask if I ever open my heart to feel… I would say yes, but I guess I am not able to feel it anymore… I’m not longer opening my heart to feel…

Dreaming of you

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I'd wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too

Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you even see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?

I just wanna hold you close
But so far, all I have are dreams of you
So, I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you(Yes, I do)

I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me

Ahhh...I can't stop dreaming of you
Ahhh...I can't stop dreamin

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you; I love you too"

Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow, and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming with you endlessly...

*heard this song before, and I think I played him this song before too... well.. whay am i sharing this song here? Is because, I was drinking with friends just now and we were talking about all the stories about the closes family passed away... in the same time, there is a show in TV that they had chosen this song, while they had all to footages about the dead and people whowing respect, so I kind of falling in love with this song at the moment... been repeating since I am back to my room...

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Sunday, January 16, 2005

Some alcohol thoughts


drinking session Posted by Hello

Okay, from the picture above I guess you could see some of the alcohol we will drink when we are having party or we feel like drinking… hmm… do I looks like an alcoholic to you? Well… I am not… just go to start drinking in 2 years back, when I got to know some friends who love to drink a lot…

And this blog I would like to share some knowledge about alcohols and cocktails that I know… and once again, is just the knowledge to share… and there are those very basic one, like what alcohol fall in which category, if you really want me to go in details I guess that would be a bit long for me to type it out, any question u might leave it in the comment column and I will try my best to help out…

I am in the progress on learning all these as well, besides that am learning the mixing of cocktails, so if you are interested to know some of the cocktails details you are welcome to leave me a message and I will try my best to help as well…

We categorized alcohol in few categories, which are:

- spirits

- liqueurs

- wine, champagne and fortified wines

- beer


Under spirits there are:


- Aquavit

- Arak

- Bitter

- Brandy

- Calvados

- Gin

- Eau de Vie

- Kirsch

- Marc

- Mescal

- Rum

- Slivovitz

- Tequila

- Vodka

- Whisky



Under liqueurs there are:

- Advocaat

- Amaretto

- Anis, Anisette

- Argentarium

- Chartreuse

- Cointreau

- Cream Liqueurs

- Crème liqueurs

- Curacao

- Cuaranta y Tres

- Cynar, Drambuie

- Fior d’ Alpi

- Glayva

- Goldwasser

- Grand Marnier

- Izarra, kahlua

- Kummel

- liqueur brandies

- Malibu

- Mandarine Napoleon

- Maraschino

- Mersin, Midori

- Nut liqueurs

- Parfait Amour

- Pastis

- Pimm’s

- Poire William

- Punsch

- Ratafia

- Sambuca, Sabra

- Sloe Gin

- Southern comfort

- Strega

- Suze

- Tia Maria

- Van der Hum

- La Vieille Cure

Under wine, champagne and Fortified Wines there are:

- White, red and rose wines

- Champagne and Sparkling wines

- Port

- Sherry

- Madeira

- Marsala

- Muscat and Moscatel

- Vermouth

And yeah there are those common categories that you can see in the bottle shops or in the pubs… so I hope you got a rough idea in which alcohol falls in which category…



The area I am living now Posted by Hello

This is roughly a view form the top, the area that nearer to the sea is the place where I am living at the moment

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The city night view from Yarra river Posted by Hello

Great Ocean Road, one of a nice place in Melb Posted by Hello

Weird dream again

I had a dream just now… I don’t know if is a nightmare or sweet dreams… the beginning of the dream was great but the other half end of story was not a pleasant dream at all…

I am working in a place and I’ve met 2 girls from the place, but they are already my best friend, I don’t know why they appear as strangers in my dream… I heard that we got to get the roster in end of the week, but I’ve failed to turn up and I’ve got the roster in another day… there are some weird things happened but I can’t really remember… then it jumps to another dream…

I am in a school that I never been to before… it is a school in Malaysia… but there are few friends in the school with me… one day, we had a sand art competition… u guy heard of sand art? Is something like a card with stickers, and there are colorful color sand in the package, it is depend how u gonna color the picture, but besides the sand art competition I think there is other event which I can see lots of people wearing their swimming suits and performance suits…

Before the competition start, one of a teacher had make an announcement to ask a representative to go to a building to register their group, each group has 3 people and I am the one who represent the group… so I run to the building… it was far from the one we at… on the way, I can’t remember the theme we use… but without thinking anything I never turn back and ask… then once I reach the building I saw my friend are in prefect uniform and they are making fun of me… besides register the group, I got to think of a dedication to make through the mike that can be heard by everyone in the school…

So I’ve make a long dedication and there are some people gave me applause while I am making the dedication… then I talk about the theme of our sand art, it is something like friendship forever, I can’t remember the whole phrase that had been set… then there are something happened in the building which I realized I never back to the competition… in this part I remember I woke up and I spoke… but I think I never woke up and back to my dream -.-….

I’ve met one of my buddy and then we were trying to have fun, my buddy was with her friend… then in second floor of the building, there is a girl trying to commit suicide, she had scolded my friend, from that everyone got panic and weird things start to happen… some of the students run up to the building but some had gather on the ground floor and they had their arms connect to each other and if she is trying to jump down they had to catch her… I know there is a spirit in her body and I sensed something not right…

Then I can’t remember if she jump down… and the school seem to be normal… but one day I went into a room something like a dark room… located in the school… I was there to wrote a letter and praying for my friend… he is not dead, but in my dream he is dead

-.-…. I was crying and bringing him some shoes, some clothes, wrong him some words, I can’t remember what’s the content like, but it is sad about someone leaving u… and I draw it like few square on the floor… and one box for words, one box for food, one box for things…

I never drink coffee so I don’t really know how to make a coffee, but end up I’ve make him a coffee… but in my dream there is a girl came in and she saw me act weirdly… I told her not to read the word and I chased her off… I know I am acting weirdly… but I just can’t help it… then she drink the coffee and said it was suck… but I never refill the coffee cup again… and I was sad of making a bad coffee….

Then I walk out from the room and I saw my friends… they had lost their shoes and trying to buy a new one… then they are gather outside of a lab, they said there is a spirit in the lab and there will be something happen soon… I was scared… but I was there and one of my friend said I have to go into the lab if I sense something not right… then the teacher’s face turn green and start to act weirdly… then my friend ask me to go in, but I just scared and run away… she went in the lab but I don’t know what happened after that…

And the dream jump into a scene in the canteen... the friend that went into the lab had act like crazy person… she cry and scold ‘wang ba dan, chou ji dan’… then I was like trying to avoid her because I sensed she is blaming me and I am worried the spirit had make her crazy… and suddenly she was complaining about the incident because no one help her… she asked if she is crazy to go into the lab when she saw the spirit… and she started to point at everyone and ask…

I was trying to avoid but end up she is pointing me and she looks fierce… I was real scared and shivering… then I said she is not crazy at all and she is very brave in this incident… and suddenly she got herself calm and we went to walk on the field in a big group… some of them see a smiley face on the cloud, but when we try to see we could not see at all…

I tried to ask my group mate if we won the competition but they said they don’t know as they are waiting for the result… and so out of sudden is like a time to go home, I was rushing home so I will not met my friend… and I am just trying to run… and I got myself woke up from the dream, but my heart beat very fast in the whole dream… maybe I can’t really express it well in words… but is just a weird dream for me…