Saturday, April 23, 2005

Interesting Friday night

After that crazy night, I’ve been staying at home to replenish my sleep and get myself rest well before I go to work… and finally today is the first day of work… in the morning I’ve been working in the bakery shop, then came home around 12.45pm…

Got myself rest and then went to work at 3.45pm… and today’s work wasn’t that good, but is better than what I’ve expected tho… :P…. finished work around 9.15am… then went to the city and met Patrick and friends… there were here for holiday…

We went to hungry jacks for dinner, then we went to have a drink in In Control… after that we took tram home… Patrick and friends drop of at king street and I took the tram alone after that… was so scary walking on the dark street.. feel like crying but luckily there was a girl who walked me till the junction of my house…

Then I came online… it was around 12.35am… Joey and friends reach my house in 1.05am asking me to go out with them, without further consideration I pop in the car and we are back to city again LOL…

Went to hungry jacks for second time LOL… then we walked to the casino and we gambled… I’ve lost 24 dollar in the game hur hur… anyway it was fun because they were drunk and we keep shouting in the casino LOL…

And there u go my interesting Friday night :P… gotta log off for rest as I need to work tomorrow :s tata people muacks

Thursday, April 21, 2005

My latest update

Okay.. this post wil be quite a lot of things to be updated… well… on Monday I was so tired and went to work as usual… Monday nights was talking with a group of friends online… we were discussing and refreshing our memories on our school years, our futures and what are our dreams…

If I remain the same I know it would not have any changes in my life and so on… so I’ve decided to check on the website for some different field that I am capable to work on to earn some extra knowledge, extra experience and extra money… and so I went to the online job search websites and check for the availability of jobs…. And guess what? I’ve send in lots of applications…. All about call centre, retail team, and bla bla bla.. all I actually want is exploring myself in different things…

And in Tuesday itself I was call up for an interview… I was so nervous.. the job position is market researcher… it was a very flexible job as I can choose any shifts that I like as long as I work minimum 3 shifts in a week… the pay rates was excellent, which is 18 dollar per hour :P… it is not selling any products, but it is only doing the phone interviews for some surveys…

And today itself, I’ve got myself to attend the training session, the training session is mostly a session for us to know each others in the company, to make ourselves clear what market research is, types of questionnaires, the laws, and some circumstances in work… it was fun and I was enjoying… after the lunch break, we did some training in the phone room, so for my case I’ve got a real person for that question, the first one was rude where the lady said she wasn’t interested and she slam down the phone :s… the second one was a guy and he actually being really friendly with me and I’ve done it successfully and I’ve got the most interviews in one short… after the telephone training we’ve got the test.. and I’ve spend around 10 mins to answered all questions and finally got myself to the city… I’ve gain some knowledge from it and I think it might be a good chance for me to learn to take things not too personally :)….

Once I reach city, I’ve met some old classmates and have some little chat with them… then I’ve got myself to pay for my medical bills, phone bills and cleared all the bills one short in city… was kinda lucky actually… because I got lots of free stuffs today… when I was on my way home I’ve met Paul and he send me home…

Came online once I reached home and I’ve got few offline messages in yahoo messenger… but one message that really makes my day was from Kate…
kath_csc (4/20/2005 11:16:43 AM): hi joey! im glad to receive ur msg. feel so warm how r u? im quite busy recently, so sorry cant chat with u for so long time. wish u take care of urself. forgot to tell u i dreamt of u a few weeks ago that u joined a tv program by playing some quiz & u won 1st prize lol. perhaps i miss u too! muakss! /me hug hug joey tight tight!

I’ve got tears in my eyes after reading that offline message, but I’m just missing her too :s… and I would like to thanks Sj for sending an sms few days back stating she is missing me out of sudden.. I felt so sweet but I couldn’t have replied because my phone ran out of credits and I just got them recharged today… besides I would like to thanks fish fish for surfing on my blogs most of the time and checking my updates kekek… I’m not really felt like blogging as things went the same for the pass few days… and not forgetting to pat, ken ken, MM gor and people who actually surf on my blog everyday…

Then I’ve got bit and piece of work to compete and I’ve already got them completed… and finally when Laco is home, I was asking him to go to the Coles with me and we got some groceries shopping… when we were home he cooked me burger as our dinner… rite after our dinner he asked if we wants to have a drink in pub… and so we went to the pub that is nearby our house and had some drinks and chats… it was fun and relaxing… knew few friends from the pub…

Then I came out an idea that we go to Crown casino to have the pool session or the bowling session… so we went to Bar Code bar in the casino complex for pool and some arcade games… I was so lucky that I’ve actually got one free pool game as the owner smile on me when I get the notes to change into coins…. Then he actually went to the pool table and press on something.. so all the balls had dropped out and we got our first free game…

After playing few games, I’ve got myself to play on time crisis… it was really fun as I could play as much as I can.. it’s all free… there machine is facing some problems that not accepting any coins but the machine recognize as we’ve already paid when the coins flow through… so I had few free games..

Then we were a bit bored so we went to the bowling centre to check out the prices.. it was a bit expensive at night which they charge one game for 10 dollar.. so we decided to make it some other time… so we went to KFC and get the wicked wings.. then bought ourselves the burgers from mcdonalds…

Having the heavy supper is really killing me… but it was really fun :P… then Laco, Paul and Joey said they wants to go into the casino… and we went in.. I did gamble but in small amount… 5 dollars… I was kinda lucky as I’ve won 10 dollars from the first pokies machine and then few dollars from the rest…

Then we decided to go to the city from crown casino… few of us actually walk in this cold night along the Yarra river… it was fun, romantic and we’ve got a chance to see the Hollywood team to shoot their movies on one of the bridge near Flinder Street station… it is a movie by Nicholas cage, the title of the movie is ghost rider… it was really a huge production as u could see at least 100 people around the work area… they had lots of extremely big lightings, cables, trucks and so on…

We stopped by and watch how they shooting process…. Then we went to In control to have our hot choc and coffees… after the coffees and hot choc, we head back to the casino and grab the car to go home… and here I am posting my update for u guys :P…

Enjoy reading and thanks for reading :P…

Used to be lucky

Now mine is a sunshine kind of a valentine
But sometimes I still don't feel even worth a dime
But it used to be different, before I'd been where I've been
Oooh ooh ooh oooh

Now you've got a heart so you know how it feels
When you can't move at the top of a ferris wheel
But I used to keep trying, but it always felt like dying
Oooh ooh ooh oooh

So sad
Everything's gone bad
In the dreams I've had
They all laugh at what I have

Oh, no
Tell me that it ain't true
When I awake I'm still me
Man, I wish I could once be you

Now I used to feel lucky, 'till I spent some time with me
Oooh ooh ooh oooh

Now if losing is amusing, man get a load of me
You see me fallin' in love with a guillotine
But it used to be funny, to think you would think of me
Oooh ooh ooh oooh

Now I wish I could just take all my things and leave
But I've fallen down in the wheels of this machine
But it used to be somethin', to be nowhere with nothin'
Oooh ooh ooh oooh

So sad
Everything's gone bad
In the dreams I've had
They all laugh at what I have

Oh, no
Tell me that it ain't true
When I awake I'm still me
Man, I wish I could once be you

Now I used to feel lucky, 'till I spent some time with me
Oooh ooh ooh oooh

Now if losing is amusing, man get a load of me
You see me fallin' in love with a guillotine
But it used to be funny, to think you would think of me
Oooh ooh ooh oooh

Now I wish I could just take all my things and leave
But I've fallen down in the wheels of this machine
But it used to be somethin', to be nowhere with nothin'
Oooh ooh ooh oooh

So sad
Everything's goin' bad
In the dreams I've had
They all laugh at what I have

Oh, no
Tell me that it ain't true
When I wake I'm still me
Man, I wish I could once be you
Now I used to feel lucky, 'till I spent some time with me

Oooh ooh ooh oooh
So sad
Everything's goin' bad
In the dreams I've had
They all laugh at what I have

Oh, no
Tell me that it ain't true
When I wake I'm still me
Man, I wish I could once be you

Now I used to feel lucky, 'till I spent some time with me
Oooh ooh ooh oooh

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

another suitcase in another hall

Eva:)
I don't expect my love affairs to last for long
Never fool myself that my dreams will come true
Being used to trouble I anticipate it
But all the same I hate it, wouldn't you?

Chorus:

(Eva:) So what happens now?
(Che:) Another suitcase in another hall
(Eva:) So what happens now?
(Che:) Take your picture off another wall
(Eva:) Where am I going to?
(Che:) You'll get by, you always have before
(Eva:) Where am I going to?

Time and time again I've said that I don't care
That I'm immune to gloom, that I'm hard through and through
But every time it matters all my words desert me
So anyone can hurt me, and they do

(chorus)

Call in three months time and I'll be fine, I know
Well maybe not that fine, but I'll survive anyhow
I won't recall the names and places of each sad occasion
But that's no consolation here and now.

(chorus, with Che's lines being sung by the starlets)

(Huevo:)
Don't ask anymore.

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Wonderwall

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat, the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
But I don't know how

Cause maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead you there were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
But I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me

This ain't a love song

I should have seen it coming when roses died
Should have seen the end of summer in your eyes
I should have listened when you said good night
You really meant good bye
Baby, ain't it funny, how you never ever learn to fall
You're really on your knees, when you think you're standing tall

But only fools are "know-it-alls" and I played that fool for you


I cried and I cried
There were nights that died for you baby
I tried and I tried to deny that your love drove me crazy, baby

If the love that I got for you is gone
If the river I cried ain't that long
Then I'm wrong, yeah I'm wrong, this ain't a love song

Baby, I thought you and me would stand the test of time
Like we got away with the perfect crime but
We were just a legend in my mind
I guess that I was blind
Remember those nights dancing at the masquerade
The clowns wore smiles that wouldn't fade
You and I were the renegades, some things never change

It made me so mad 'cause I wanted it bad for us baby
Now it's so sad that whatever we had, ain't worth saving
If the love that I got for you is gone
If the river I've cried ain't that long
Then I'm wrong, yes I'm wrong, this ain't a love song

If the pain that I'm feeling so strong
Is the reason that I'm holding on
Then I'm wrong, yeah I'm wrong - this ain't a love song

I cried and I cried
There were nights that I died for you baby
I tried and I tried to deny that your love drove me crazy

If the love that I got for you is gone
If the river I cried ain't that long
Then I'm wrong, yeah I'm wrong - this ain't no love song

If the pain that I'm feeling so strong
Is the reason that I'm holding on
Then I'm wrong, yeah I'm wrong - this ain't a love song

If the pain that I'm feeling so strong
Is the reason that I'm holding on
Then I'm wrong, yeah I'm wrong - this ain't a love song
Yes, I'm wrong, yeah, I'm wrong - this ain't a love song
Yes, I'm wrong, yeah, I'm wrong - this ain't a love song
Yes, I'm wrong, yeah, I'm wrong - this ain't a love song

Monday, April 18, 2005

Addicted to loving you

Girl I think about you
Damn when don't I think about you?
Every day, every night
Yo it's hard for a nigga to talk about stuff like this
But damn, I guess
I guess all I can say is I'm addicted
I'm addicted to loving you

I know you're busy
But I must intercede
Girl I know I don't deserve you
That's why it's still hard to believe that
We're still together after all of this time
And I can't get you out of my mind, my mind, my
mind

1 - I'm addicted to loving you
I'm addicted to loving you
I'm addicted to loving you
I'm addicted to loving you

Listen
These types of feelings are so hard to express
But if I must confess that it's gotta be real, listen
Oh girl I'm feenin' if you know what I mean
Cause everyday I got to have you
Like a night on nicotine
My expression
Excuse my expression
But it's plain to me baby
Everyday I got to be with you
It's not just the sake of pain
I'm addicted to loving you

Repeat 1

Cause baby you're love
Your love's so good to me
It's me makes me happy all the time
No other love compares to yours in my mind

Repeat 1

2 - You know I'm addicted
You know I'm addicted
You know I'm addicted
I'm addicted to loving you

Repeat 2

Repeat 1 & 2 till end

Sunday, April 17, 2005

Shining friends

Little faith brightens a rainy day
Life is difficult; you can't go away
Don't hide yourselve in the corner
You have my place to stay

Sorrow is gonna say goodbye
Opens up you'll see the happy sunshine
Keep going on with your dream
Chasing tomorrow's sunrise
The spirit can never die

Sun will shine, my friend
Won't let you cry, my dear
Seeing you shed a tear
Make my world disappear
You'll never be alone in darkness

See my smile, my friend
We are with you, holding hands
You have got to believe, you are my destiny
We're meant to be your friends
That's what a friend should be