Feeling sick but happy

Hmmm a blog before I go off… being happy at the moment… I think some of you might know why am I happy right? Anyway is just because I got to chat with Ian for a while… although it wasn;t a long chat but at least I am happy for his concern…

From my MSN nick I wasn’t happy for about a week… and life was getting messy… and so I was hoping so much to talk to people but I failed to do so… even though I don’t really talk much to Ian, but today he had message me out of sudden and asked me if I what’s in mess and if I need some advices…

I got to promised him that I will get proper diet and get myself on bed early… I know I should change my lifestyle… and so I am trying my best from now… today was an exception as my housemates are having some problems and they was asking me for some opinions as well as consultations… hmm… I am not good in giving any opinions as well as advices… but I hope I could help them through…

In the other hand, was happy because Joey had send me the pic of my jumbo penguin as well as my dream car… those are the pictures that he took while I was admitted to the hospital… anyway I’ve send the front look of the Mazda Rx8 to Ian as he loves rx 8 and black color one as well :P

Okay I guess I shouldn’t spent longer time here as housemates are waiting for me and I wasn’t feeling well… missing YOU so much and thanks a lot Muaccccckkkkssssssss….. I wanted to put the muacksss at the end of the conversation of us but I was worry that you wouldn’t like it… anyway if you happen to see this blog… I would really thank you a lot… I have no idea why your words are just the powerful one that can make me feel happy… thank you very much…

Okay friends ciaoz for now…

This is the jumbo penguin from Joey 

I'm gonna own one of this! 

My dream car Rx8 

Think

Today before you think of saying an unkind word
Think of someone who cant speak

Before you complain about the taste of your food
Think of someone who has nothing to eat

Before you complain about your husband or wife
Think of someone who's crying out to God for a companion

Today before you complain about life
Think of someone who went too early to heaven

Before you complain about your children
Think of someone who desires children but they're barren

Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or sweep
Think of the people who are living in the streets

Before whining about the distance you drive
Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet


and when you are tired and complain about your job
Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another
Remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down
Put a smile on your face and thank God you're alive
and still around

Life is a gift
Live it...
Enjoy it...
Celebrate it...
And fulfill it.

And while you are at it give love to someone today
Love someone with what you do and the words you say

Love is not meant to be kept locked inside of us and
hidden So give it away

"Give Love to someone today!"

When you love someone

When you love someone - you’ll do anything
You’ll do all the crazy things that you can’t explain
You’ll shoot the moon - put out the sun
When you love someone

You’ll deny the truth - believe a lie
There’ll be times that you’ll believe you can really fly
But your lonely nights - have just begun
When you love someone

When you love someone - you’ll feel it deep inside
And nothin else can ever change your mind
When you want someone - when you need someone
When you love someone...

When you love someone - you’ll sacrifice
You’d give it everything you got and you won’t think twice
You’d risk it all - no matter what may come
When you love someone
You’ll shoot the moon - put out the sun
When you love someone

A blog for the pass few days

Hmm… back to blog again… finally got the assignment finished, but Carol come across to seek help again… was almost fainted for these few days… been eating a lot for the pass few days and got them vomited as well… -.-….

Anyway… where is Kate? Is been so long never seen her already :S… is like 2 weeks? Missing her lots… and where is Derr? Gone MIA? And my Jaja lao por… never seen you all online for so long…

Pardon me about things I was unhappy that I was to share but I failed to do so…. I realized I am not longer like last time… I can’t blog like normal… I have no idea why… but still I am being busy as usual…

Finally I got some tasks done, but boost juice is not paying the full amount yet and so I got to settle them with the legal issues… and so from the work wise I have some improvement on it…

Been frustrated over few things in my life… the house I am living now… is only the problem with the house owner but in overall I am kinda happy with all the housemates besides Chris… he had been destroy Rica’s and my pots… and today he was teaching me how to use the rice cooker… ridiculous… anyway ain’t going to talk much about him…

I don’t feel like talking to Jason and until now is still the same… I feel bad, but he had disappointed me when I was in the hospital… anyway I wish he could be better soon… thanks Joey and Duc for being so naggy ever since I discharge from the hospital…. I know it is good… but I dun like to be nagged… so please do leave me go on my life without anyone disturb and bothered…

Learn to love yourself before trying to love others…. This is a message that set in Ian’s nick… I am happy where I got to called him when I was in the hospital… anyway I know I’ve been ignore some advices… but I am falling and tearing into pieces…. Sigh… all I will do is concentrate in my work without thinking anything and I will only spend time with all my Girlfriends…. Besides that I was chatting in IRC as well… not much lamers in my.fm but there are numbers of lamers who will lame in era.fm in night time…

Hmm would like to take this chance to wish Ron Happy belated birthday… sorry for this wishes as I’ve been busy for the last few days… 21st was Sylau gor’s birthday… then in in 23rd was Alice and Ron’s birthday and last night was Evo’s birthday… and I would wish Happy birthday once again….

Been busying helping lots of people as well and lots of things to be send out… will get myself organize on next week… sorry friends… anyway I will get all things sent out by next week…. I think I got nothing much to type at the moment… can’t think of anything yet… might be blogging tomorrow… tata and good night everyone…

To be continue

I am here to blog again… kinda tired at the moment but I still need to rush of the assignment… :s… anyway I don’t know why am I doing so hard while that is not my own assignment… sigh….

In last Saturday was busy at home, cleaning all the stuffs as well as finished all the reports, answered all the messages, emails and calls… and there gone my Saturday…. In Sunday itself, I’ve went to Joey’s house and got some ang pao home… then got 2 special ang pao from his daddy and mummy which is 3D Ang Pao, it is just like normal red packet, but there are cute doggies and doraemon in 3D shapes on top of the red packet, is nice though :)… then had went to Duc’s palce to have brunch, then came home for reports and my stuffs….

Was not talking to Jason as he had annoyed me in last week, he apologized to me but I wasn’t happy to talk to him, I hate to hate a person but I just can’t stand those unreasonable things anymore….

Then nothing much happened yesterday as I was just being tired… as today…. Nothing much around me, just spend sometimes in doing my own things, play game, entertain my friends, and finally I got all the songs that I can’t play to play today… so I was really happy for that :P….

Besides that I’ve argued with the house owner for the unreasonable things he had done, was kinda frustrated though… but there are few things that make me happy after that… first I am happy because my friends are happy to see me today, and I was happy because all housemates are living happily together now… I am happy because got to help some friends out today….

Was not happy because I failed to help some friends in some matters.. lazy to type it out now…. Anyway.. I think I will end my blog at the moment as I am too tired to continue… will be continue tomolo… nightz everyone and sweet dreams :)
pardon me of can't stand to continue typing here :)

A blog for the missing days

Good day everyone….
Hello!!! Finally I am here to blog again :P… first of all I would like to apologize for abandoned you all for the last few days LOL… anyway I am back here again and I promise I will not abandon you all anymore :P

Before I start blogging here, I would like to take this chance to congratulate Kate which she got married on 14th February… sorry for this late wishes… but I am really happy to see if you are happy too LOL… wish you and your husband will ‘live till old’…. ‘white hair hold till old’ LOL… anyway if you translate the words I quoted in mandarin or Cantonese then you will get what I mean…

Then I would like to wish everyone happy belated valentine’s day :)…. Thanks for all the wishes as well as all the concern while I am in the hospital… got all the messages form my sister…

Hmmm okay should start blogging before I lose my passion in blogging… was busy since morning when I am home, checking all emails as well as replying some messages… then opening my valentine’s presents… got few presents… jumbo penguin, got a rx8 poster, necklaces, bracelets, few small toys, photo frames as well as some flowers LOL… anyway thanks to all my friends… I wonder if I am engage with a guy would I still got my valentine’s presents form you all? LOL…

In Saturday itself I came online in the morning then I was busy rushing of some reports and cleaning my stuffs, then I went to pick my sisters as well as my friends from the airport, they were here for holidays… in Sunday itself, we went to Chinatown as well as Crown Casino for the functions as well as the carnival bazaar as well… it was fun as we had fun in the casino as well… then we had our great dinner :P… was a great weekend though…

Then my valentine’s day… this is the most happening one I ever got… we were awake when it was 530am… then we went to the beach to see sunrise… then we had our breakfast on the beach… which we had ham and cheese sandwiches, roast beef sandwiches… salads, fruit juices… then when we walk home, we stop by the café and got ourselves American breakfast again LOL… after that, we got ourselves prepared and went to the city… were exploring the whole city then went to the arcade for all the games… well well… as usual I will always aim for few games such as the menu game, cooking game, drum, time crisis, bubble booble and Daytona… not really good in street fighters so I rather not wasting money to play just one game…

After spending sometimes in arcade we went to see Liz and we had lunch in the Vietnamese restaurant… was having lots of food and everyone was just enjoying the food… then we went to watch KungFu hustle… kekeke… well we suppose to watch 3 movies in that day but we was not planned as go as we want… then we went to had candle light dinner and a had a small party… it was fun to celebrate in a group… especially with all the close friends and siblings…

Reached home around 1230am… was planning to cook the Bak Kut The soup for the next day… unfortunately I’ve fainted down because was too pain in my scar… then admitted to hospital since Monday night till this morning… feel sorry for my sisters and friends because I brought trouble for them in taking care of me in the hospital… anyway was bored and numb in hospital… kinda weak as I never got to wake up from the bed… and here I am here to blog for the pass one week…

Got to go now as I am kinda tired… need some rest before I feel something not right again… once again thanks for all the concerns and thanks a lot for reading my blog :P… miss u all so much… do take good care and have a nice weekend…