I love my current moment now

I love my day today… today was busy but fun :)… went to work in the morning and finished work in 12.30 pm… after that went to the lawyer firm and settle something… then went for the checkups in hospital… after I’ve got everything serious done, me, Joey, Carol went to shopping in highpoint shopping centre…

It was really fun shopping there, after missing all the sales for so long, I’ve decided to went shopping buying things that I want to change… even though I don’t get to change everything, but I felt like I am kind of like changing my life and luck… LOL… I know u must be thinking what this girl crapping there? LOL… right... but that was just my feelings; you just can’t deny it was really a nice feeling right? LOl…

Spend lots of money today, half of my pocket money has gone in today’s shopping :s… even though is a lot, but I think it’s really worth it :)… I’ve bought quilt, 2 pillows, 2 pair of jeans and a lot more, I am just lazy to list them out… I was hunger for the chili beef noodle soup so I’ve asked to get the food at the Vietnamese shop in Footscray…

Reach home around 7p.m, was so tired just now, the whole room was in mess and the whole kitchen is in mess as well… felt so annoyed of the housemates… Chris changed a lot and he didn’t even leave any dishes anymore… those dishes are left by Marc and Linda… I just hate it… but after I took my dinner, I have asked Chris to clean up the whole kitchen with me…

Been playing gun bound with Jack and Nic… then been watching people chat in the chat room… as usual there are getting more and more lamer in the chat room… I am a bit sick of them lately… but all I could do is ignore them… oh yeah the two idiots got really bad from us in the channel LOL… we are really having fun… thanks friends LOL…

Yeah I should say I am in good mood now… even though there are still problems bothering me but I guess I should be alright :)… ordered Caesar salads for supper again… and once again got the free garlic pizza… the driver asked my name and asking my phone number -.-/// then he tried to date me for twice… first time was the time he delivered me the food, he asked if I am free to go out with him tomorrow… then he came back again and asked if I want to go out with him tonight -.-/// I said it was too late to go out now and I had refuse to go out with him :)…

Actually the purpose of me blogging now is just to share my feelings now… I just can’t describe how happy or how relax I am now… but I am lighting up the candles and today I’ve won the candle stand, it looks like the table lamp, and it’s really nice when you like up the candles… and while I am lighting up the candles I am listening to Moon River and Heaven knows… it is really relaxing… I wish I have a boy friend now, sitting next to me, so I can lean on him, looking in his eyes through the candles light… and listening to the songs… or I wish I can have a slow dance… I wish to have a cuddle sigh…

Oh yeah… today I saw a little girl and her mom in a rest place… the little girl being a bit naughty, but her mother was so patience to teach and pamper her… the most touching scene that I can’t forget is, when the little girl asked for a cuddle, then the lady cuddles her and kisses on her forehead… even though it’s just a normal thing, but it was really sweet… to be frank, I think I never cuddle my mum yet LOL… so maybe I am hoping so much for this to happen on me? Oh well… that’s it for today… I think I’m ‘drunk’ in my own environment and songs now LOL… tata for now

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Your love attitude is adventurous, charismatic and spontaneous. You're
creative and adaptable, and you can come up with the most exciting and
sometimes daring things to do. Your quick intelligence and way with
words help get you out of the problems that come with being flirtatious
and playing hard to get. You need to pay close attention to your personal
values because you love to try new and different things and easily go
along with the crowd and the consequences can put extra strain on your
relationship with a boy/girl. You like guys who have great bodies and
good looks, along with exceptional brain and high grades. It helps if
they're highly athletic or involved in as many activities as you,
otherwise you might get bored!
Variety is the key to your love attitude number.

I Can't Tell You Why

Look at us baby, up all night
Tearing our love apart
Aren't we the same two people who live
through years in the dark?
Ahh...
Every time I try to walk away
Something makes me turn around and stay
And I can't tell you why

When we get crazy,
it just ain't to right,
(try to keep you head, little girl)
Girl, I get lonely, too
You don't have to worry
Just hold on tight
(don't get caught in your little world)
'Cause I love you
Nothing's wrong as far as I can see
We make it harder than it has to be
and I can't tell you why
no, baby, I can't tell you why
I can't tell you why
No, no, baby, I can't tell you why
I can't tell you why
I can't tell you why

Moon river

Moon river, wider than a mile
I'm crossing you in style some day
Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker
Wherever you're goin', I'm goin' your way

Two drifters, off to see the world
There's such a lot of world to see
We're after the same rainbow's end, waitin' 'round the bend
My huckleberry friend, moon river, and me

It's monday again

Having gastric pain now, besides my chest is pain… today considers a good day for me… I went to work in the morning, then I had lunch with Joey, Kevin, Carol, Cherry and Don… we’ve all break the office’s rules, which we had 2 hours lunch instead of 1 hour LOL… finished work around 3.30pm then called Joey and Carol for movie…

We watched Mr. & Mrs. Smith… I reckon is a nice movie… comedy + action genre… there were so many people watching it… and we were really enjoying the movies, after the movie we went for dinner… I had salmon sashimi for dinner…

After the dinner I was so bored and asked to walk around casino… we did gamble in the pokies machines… and we won some money… then we went home from crown casino, I am trying to walk on the back street on the way home, so I have asked to catch the bus home… I am trying my best to avoid being alone with Joey… had enough of rumors, not anymore…

Regretted to give my youngest sis my phone number, I am happy to receive her calls but I will be worry if she will get scold if my mum sees the phone bill at the end of month sigh… she misses me a lot… today was special because I am helping her in her study and he read some interesting sms to me… been asking her to learn how to online, but she refuses as she claimed that she is busy with her school works…

He came online today… but this time ‘everyone’ is on :)… I m suppose to be happy but I have no idea why am I being a bit moody at the moment… sigh… Ian, good luck to u, hope your life would be better :)…

I think I got to stop here now, no mood to continue typing this blog… or maybe I should say I got nothing much to update anymore… will rest myself and be good… thanks for reading my blog and once again, take care everyone… have a good night sleep

To love you more

Take me back in the arms I love
Need me like you did before
Touch me once again
And remember when
There was no one that you wanted more

Don't go you know you will break my heart
She won't love you like I will
I'm the one who'll stay
When she walks away
And you know I'll be standing here still

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

See me as if you never knew
Hold me so you can't let go
Just believe in me
I will make you see
All the things that your heart needs to know

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

And some way all the love that we had can be saved
Whatever it takes we'll find a way

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

Heaven knows

She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up 'til I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know

And though she's so far away
It just keeps gettin' stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows

My friends keep tellin' me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in kind
I'll know she's mine
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows

Why I live in despair
'Cause wide awake or dreaming
I know she's never there
And all this time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why does it hurt me so

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows
Heaven knows
Heaven knows

Sunday blog

It meant to be an empty day… but I cried without any reason… not sure what’s really bothering me… I wish I would know… maybe I’ve been listen to my parent’s favorite songs…

I couldn’t sleep last night, and finally I went out to cycle around, stopping by at the beaches listen to the wind sound and the wave sound… I need to wear glasses soon… my eyesight is getting worst…

Finally my cough and flu are getting better… been drinking lots of fruit juices… just now I had dinner with Joey’s family… was kinda happy as all of his relatives treating me as part of their family as well…

Been watching people chat in the chat room… there were a group of chatter chatting about gambling the cyber love… and they had rejected the proposal in their love life for the cyber love… oh well… I felt speechless at the moment… will blog again when I am free… take care everyone :)… I hope u guys will have a pleasant week for the next week…

Still sick

Getting sick of those new chatters in my.fm… they are just being so childish and stubborn… after 3 years in that chat room, the chat room become worst and worst… last time there are people came in just to catch a chance to chat with their idol or DJ… but nowadays people came in and chat nonsense, act like a kid in the channel or sometimes being a trouble maker to be an attention seeker sigh…. I felt like there is a big gap between me and them…can you imagine the age group of the chatters are between 11 – 20? Oh my gosh….

Still having my sore throat and flu… fainted down last night again :s… but I think that is the best way to get myself some rest? It’s been long time never sleep before 12am… can’t remember how was a good night sleep again :P… when I woke up just now my throat is still killing me :s… I guess it would be better as I am keep drinking water…

House problems are still the same never been change… people keep complaining about each others… sigh… today was being asked about the phone bills… I had my own phone and my phone bills never been low… so I have no point using the ‘public phone’ in the kitchen :s…

Finally Laco had moved this morning… :s… he woke me up and said bye to me… I controlled my tears and when he left the house, I can’t control anymore and cried out… there goes one buddy of mine… I hope he will never forgot about the time we had here… even though is only few months… but we had lots of memory to had fun, hanging out outside, went to emergency ward in the midnight, went to try different kind of food, went to the events and squeezed in the crowd, went to the market and cook together, watching movies together and being the big kids in the arcade… will never want to forget any of these memories…

Internet been unstable since 9pm :s… been asking Chris to make complains but he doesn’t even care… sigh… he is paying for the services and he is leaving the problems occur… yeah been using Chris’s broadband… was kinda fast at times… but it is really annoying when it keep disconnect…

Last night was fun, derrick, ninja(my wifey), violet jie jie, sj, eline Vincent boy and some friends of them had joined the voice conference… got to listen to lots of talented guitarists :P… they can sing and play the guitar well… there was something annoying happened last night, when there are people joining the room without respecting the person who play the song… everyone has different preference, if they like the song they can listen to it and if not they can just tick on the mute function there… finally I just can’t stand it and scolded them… I know I had broke the mood in that chat room… but they will not harm if they learn to respect people…

Even though I am quiet in the chat room I am still around… as I am answering all the pm lol… got to know few new friends last night… fun to chat with and fun to teasing each others :P… oh well… as the conclusion, last night was really fun :)

Hmmm nothing much to be update again… will type in something if there is anything new :) have a nice weekend and take care