Saturday, July 08, 2006

Fell sick

So got my Friday mc and rested the whole day at home… doing nothing besides sleeping and wake up to check my stuffs, downloading songs and things… can’t get to eat anything well besides one mushroom omelet for whole day… JK came over with some bread for me… he watches me sleep and then he left…

Is kind of like a daddy making his daughter fell asleep LOL.. he was telling me some stories and I fell asleep after that… I told him I can’t slept well… so he decided to make me fell asleep before he left… and he did it :)….

Woke up this morning, and send him one sms, thanks him for doing that for me last night… he wanted to come over but he was busy at work today… he planned to come over at night later… but I said I might be sleeping so won’t get to see him today… he is a nice guy + nice boss heh…

Did nothing much today besides checking mails and finish up a bit of my paper work… going to rest myself well before I start working in Monday… so yeah nothing much for me to update… I did had lots of things to be update here, but am too lazy to type out again…

To my lovely lp, I hope u will be fine soon…. We are always be here for u… take care…

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Err

Seems like going to sick… feeling uncomfortable, having running nose and tiring body… this week seems to be a better week which I’m getting one assistant… unfortunately I still need to train her besides, there are a badge of newbies for t he training while I’ve been delayed for weeks…

Told kai yeah I still need time to decide what to do next… I think I need a vacation to rest myself before I start thinking what’s next… had a go with managers about the workplace… it’s getting more and more ridiculous… sometimes things went so unorganized when they came up with all the last minute functions…

Got to know this lady as my assistant… she used to work as a manager but she was stressed out about her personal life… she just felt into a broken marriage… things seems to be so miserable… saw her cried at work… tried to talk to her… I know I can’t do much but I guess she needs a listener… sigh…

There goes 2 days of the week… another 3 days to go at work… -.- nothing much to type now and might catch some sleep and might gone out for supper again… these 2 days been out with someone who is younger than me 2 years... felt like wanted to love him but I got no idea why I didn't do anything about it... :( anyway the details will be revealed to some of u soon :)

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Steamboat personality test

What kind of season will you enjoy eating steamboat?



A. Winter ( To Qn 2)



B. Summer (To Qn 5)



C. No matter what season (To Qn 1)



1. Do you like to have some sauce on your food?



A. Like (To Qn 2)



B. Don't like (To Qn 5)





2. Will you add eggs in your steamboat soup?



A. Yes (To Qn 3)



B. No (To Qn 6)





3. If you find a cigaratte butt in ur steamboat food, what will you do?



A. Quarrel with the boss and request another new one. (To Qn 13)



B. Stop eating and just pay and go. (To Qn 10)





4. What is the main point ypu will consider for choosing a steamboat restaurant?



A. Famous ( To Qn 7)



B. Reasonable prices ( To Qn 8)





5. If the steamboat restaurant has a new product of steamboat, will you dare to try?



A. Yes ( To Qn 6)



B. No ( To Qn 8)





6. How many people do you like to have your steamboat meal with?



A. 2-3 soulmates ( To Qn 9)



B. A big group of friends ( To Qn 3)





7. If the steamboat restaurant is very crowded, will you wait for a seat or go to another place?



A. Wait ( To Qn 11)



B. Proceed to another one ( To Qn 12)





8. What kind of food you like to add?



A. Noodle ( To Qn 9)



B. Vermicilli "Tang hoon" ( To Qn 7)





9. Will you drink the soup first or finish all the ingredients in the bowl then drink the soup?



A. Drink the soup first ( To Qn 10)



B. Eat the ingredients first ( To Qn 12)





10. If the boss tells you that you must add some SPECIAL and ODD ingredient in the soup to make it more delicious, will you dare to add?



A. Yes ( To Qn 17)



B. No ( To Qn 13)





11. Will you drink a cup of cooling water after you finish this steamy hot meal?



A. Yes ( To Qn 15)



B. No ( To Qn 14)





12. When you are having your steamboat, do you put in your meat first or put in later?



A. Put it once the steamboat start ( To Qn 15)



B. Later part then put ( To Qn 11)





13. Do you like to put all types of food at one go into the steamboat or have it put in one type by one type?



A. All ( To Qn 17)



B. One type at a time ( To Qn 16)





14. What drink will you like to go with your meal?



A. Oolong Tea ( To Qn 16)



B. Plum juice ( Type A)





15. Do you like to have steamboat at home or outside?



A. Home ( To Qn 16)



B. Outside ( To Qn 14)





16. Will you mind if another customer is standing behind you, waiting for you while you are finishing your food?



A. Mind ( Type B)



B. Don't mind ( Type C)





17. You are already very full with your meal but the boss offer to let you have another steamboat meal, will you eat it?



A. Yes (Type D)



B. No ( To Qn 16)











RESULTS....



TYPE A

Shy, a bit of an introvert. You are more stubborn and like to stay alone quietly at home. To you, talking to strangers is a hard thing so you have not much friends. But you will still have some soulmates. You need to treasure people who care and love you. You are more interested in your own matters, you will try your very best to achieve your target. But you can't do everything alone, and just depend on yourself, learn to open up and accept other opinions. Try to get along with different people.





TYPE B

You are a more active person, drawing a clear line between happiness and unhappiness. You are more quick-tempered. If you encounter things you like, you will do it without second thought. But once you encounter things that you hate, you will wish to get out of it as soon as possible. As you are a person of your own views, the friends you tend to have will be of the same pattern. But once good friends, you will understand them a lot and go all the way to help then. Friends are very dependent on you. As you are too emotional, you may make a storm out of a teacup with your friends. You must learn to do things in order and not give up easily. You can try making friends with those you don't think you can get along with, don't stick with the same category. This will make you more popular and charming.





TYPE C

Gentle like a lamb. You have a high level of adaptance power, easy to get along with people. Very popular in social life but seems that no one will talk bad about you. You hate to have conflicts with people so you

always try to adapt to everyone. You treat every person differently. To look at the bright side, you adapt easily. But to look at the dark side, you lack of character, although you are one big nice guy but you lack of charm. On the surface, you have a lot of friends but once you have troubles, you lack of soulmates to help you around. You must try to express yourself more and be more decisive. In this way, you can understand yourself more.





TYPE D

You are stubborn, like to go in circles and don't get to the point. Once you decide on something, no one can change your mind. You are a good leader in a group so you win a lot of trust from your friends. But as you

are too persistant on your own thinking, you neglect other people's suggestions therefore you can easily make enemies. Although it is good to maintain your own character but it doesn't mean you totally ignore other people's thoughts and feelings. You will let people think you are hard to handle and you will lose friends gradually and may end up alone. You need to learn to accept other people's opinion. This will make your social circle bigger and you will understand yourself better.

Thank you note

Alrite I got this list of thank you note to some people lately:

Specially thanks to
- My gor (MM a.k.a Regis a.k.a Lengjai Tan) that concern an care for me silently

- My jie which she made me laugh on the sms she send through ym for me this is the sms she send : sis, a new day for u again, take very good care, hmmm... long time never chat with u thru phone d, kakaka (the funny part is when she said she kin of miss the time i chat with her on phone and it comes with the laughing)

- To my lovely LP that send me lovely sms, U know I mean the same as the sms that u send... but anyway, thank go for sending me this lovely lp to me... sometimes when we become too lovey dovery I felt a bit errr lesbianish LOL...

- To my ji mui(Apple a.k.a Grace Grace), fan shu teng ( Shoot a.k.a CEO), my lovely friend (Ken Ken), and whoever who really treats me as a friend in #my.fm chatroom - I would like to thank you all for being caring and filled up my free time for me...

- To my friend Jimmy thanks for being there for me when I am extremely bored or stuffs... sometimes I know I do disturbing U, but teasing u is kind of fun thing to do :D... and thanks very much to introduce nice songs to me... there's just endless thanks to u which I do really appreciate

- To my cute diary I'm glad that i got to know u accidentally LOL.. and which you do care for me accidentally... good to have u to be my listener eventhough if are being busy when I am free and U r free when I am busy LOL... but thank god to have u as my diary... there's one sms that is from u that really make my day which is : when u look above the skies u'll see a star that gaze upon u and it seems to always share its kind twinkle to u. I'll guide and look out for u just like a star upon u. Goo night! thanks diary it is really warm and nice one...

- To whoever who had been or passing by or going to pass by my life... also known as pedestrians in my life... I am really happy that you all didn't make me feel lonely.. I know I am not alone... no matter U've have been hurting me or making me happy at least U make me think make me grow make me learn from mistakes... thank you very much everyone...

p/s: sounds like I am making a speech for oscard winning award eh? LOL... just feel like typing this out to thank everyone... I really feel it and wanted so much to type it not because for the sake of typing it out but for the sake of thanking everyone... once again Thank you very much...

Missing you

A song that is suitable so much for someone I am missing unfortunately there's nothing to move besies missing him...

What did I do to deserve this
I didn't even get one last kiss
From you oh baby
God took your love from me
He needed an angel so it seems
I need to feel your hands all over me
I need to feel you kissin me
I need to feel you holdin me
I need to feel your touch
Cuz I miss your love so much
And I cant keep on living this way
I need you here with me
Why would he take you away... from me

(Chorus:)
It's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I'll know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay
Because my world is nothing, without you
Now I don't know what to do with myself

I would've given you anything
Just to make you happy
Just to hear you say that you love me one last time
I'd go to hell and back over and over again
Just to prove to you, how much I need you here
There is nothing that I wouldn't do
I cry for you I lied for you
And there's no doubt that if I could take your place from heaven
I would die for you yes I would
I would rather give up my life
Then to see tears in your eyes
I can't stand to see you cry

(Chorus)

I just dont know what to do with myself
I cant stand looking at those pictures on my shelf
Knowing it was just one week ago, stood there and took that picture
There's just one thing that I want to know
Why would god want to hurt me so bad
Does he know how much it hurts to be missing you
Baby, Im missing you baby Im missing you

I love you ooh god damnit I love you
Why did he did he take you away,
from me because I love you so?
I miss you so much baby?I just cant go on baby

Never be replaced

Whenever i fell in love I will sai that to my love one.. but once and once in life I got somebody else to replace him LOL... anyway this would be one of the song I want to dedicate to my boyfriend to be (which I am still searching for) or my husband to be (which it will be years after LOL)


[Chorus]
Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time
From the day I met you
I know we've be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses
I can say i'm truly happy to the same
You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate
There's never been no doubt in my mind
That i'll regret ever having you by my side
But if the day come that i'll have to let you go
I think that something I should probadly let you know
With everything that i spent with you
Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all

[Repeat Chorus]

I feel for you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time

You raise me up

this is actually a lyrics of a song call You raise me up... that when I heard of it I wanted so much to dedicate to my parents and my lovely kai yeah who supported me all these years... I miss them a lot...


When I am down and oh my soul, so weary,
When troubles come and my heart burden be,
Then I am still and wait here in the silence,
UNTIL you come and sit a while with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains,
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas,
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders,
You raise me up To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains,
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas,
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders,
You raise me up To more than I can be.



You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains,
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas,
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders,
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains,
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas,
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders,
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up To more than I can be.

BB's review and theory

It’s winter now… cold weather... am still feeling one of the movie scene that I watched just now… went out with JK for short shopping, movies and dinner… alright might just start to blog out whatever that I want to blog so much…

Start from the movie first… the title of the movie is “click” and this is the summary of the movie:
Michael Newman (Adam Sandler) is a workaholic architect who has been overlooking his family in favour of his career. He comes across a universal remote that allows him to perform digital video recorder-like functions on his life, such as pausing events or fast-forwarding over them.
When the remote begins creating its own memory and choosing what to fast-forward over, Michael sees how much of his personal life has passed him by - and realizes the importance of spending more time with his family.
So nothing really special about this movie it’s just the ordinary movie like other comedy or any other US productions… but I quite like the movie because it does reflect our daily lives… or maybe I should put it mine? :x…

There are so many things in our life that we avoid or try to escape but most of the time we will feel regret about it… and one of it will be the family issue… which reflecting my own life so much… especially the one about the last time he saw his dad… I was crying badly about that and was still crying when I came out from the cinema…

That part is when his son told him his dad has passed away… he missed it because the remote control fast forward it itself… so he tried to rewind back the scene where he last saw his father… it was a really touching one where he told his father off when his ad visited him in the office… the scene is quite similar to what I felt in father’s day weeks ago…

After the movie, we went to have dinner… was too moody to eat anything… in the same time got the sms from my friend saying he is on air in one of the underground radio… so I rushed home without waiting JK to drive me home… while I was on the way the taxi driver was talking all sorts of philosophy about life… then I wasn’t feeling well too.. so I didn’t really get to reply him much…

Reached home, continue all the chat session that I’ve left before went out… found an irritating person who was making a lame joke… I was kind of pissed off and replied him back… I know I do sound rue to him, but I am not really accepting the joke he made…

BB’s theory going to start again… oh well… sometimes there will be no reasons why is something, someone or some situations are good right? But there are plenty of reasons why something, someone or some situation are so bad…

Oh well… I can’t concerntrate in blogging at the moment so I better post whatever I am typing off now… so enjoy reading… :)