The current me

This weekend will be a dull weekend for me… luckily is not the Easter weekend or else I will be sad hehe… was walking in the rain for the last 2 days because I didn’t brought my umbrella…and was too stressful for the last 2 days because the manager being a bit uncertain…

Scolded the manager yesterday… was being really rude to him and used all the vulgarities when I lost my patient… I was a bit mad because I wasn’t feeling well too… when I walked to the reception area saw all my friends there and I burst into tears… they gave me a big bear hug to cheer me up… I know, is embarrassing to cry in the crowd but the weather is just same as my feelings…

When I reached my second workplace I took a quick break before I have a quick start… not doing too much last night because I gave all the work to my partner while she said I looks pale and insist me to do all the paperwork…

Sms my diary yesterday that I scolded my manager… and when he replied me I didn’t reply him back… when I took my phone today I reply the sms and he came online straightaway hehe… thanks diary… I did have fun with all the descriptions just now LOL… then I went to bed straight away… sorry ah blue because I didn’t stay up till you finish sending me nice songs… and thank you very much for sending me those nice songs… thanks a lot blue…

Woke up not long ago and going to clear things in my room… start wrapping my easter eggs for colleagues… just bought them yesterday… oh la la… going to work only 4 days for next couple of weeks :D…

Alright… nothing much for me to update besides wanting so much to rest

Current mood : calm
Current situation : sick (fever)
Current missing someone : yes
Current thinking of work : yes
Current listening to : kiss goodbye
Current feeling : blank
Current weather : dark and cold

Hehe there you go…. Another weekend for me :D

十个他不如你一个

事实上背著良心告别你
我试过责备自己讨厌你
从来并未受遗弃
但是我想还是未及
永不舍弃
皆因不过初恋
稚嫩度犹如做戏
不可到尾
旁人也屡度说起
人人初恋得一次
太回味那时
人人自然自私
要耗尽才终止
以后无论再找十个他
不相似甚或要
怀念到再来一次
人人失恋失一次我还未算迟
其时未及认知
爱会在沉默里终止
我也许失去至知
那快乐全部会停止
却又未知下一次
a2仍然极度在乎你
但是我想回头亦是
惹我生气
初恋不过初恋
论现实谁讲道理
却仿似做戏
离巢了爱没有死
最后最后对错抉择谁知
最后分离我都玩过一次
最后最后做错了但我知
结合分离最多只有一次

世界唯一的你

是你
第一眼我就认出来
这是命运最美的安排
是我
让你过长的等待
我们只要现在深爱
幸福就来
恨我来不及参于你的过去
抱歉让你等待
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半
这个世界唯一的你
是我拥有的奇迹
对我说的一字一句
都是我们的秘密
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意
过去所有的悲哀
都只是寻觅我唯一
勇敢真爱
照亮了漆黑的夜晚
寻找了一次一辈子
再不分开
恨我来不及参于你的过去
抱歉让你等待
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半
呜...耶....
是一个奇迹
对我说的一字一句
都是我们的秘密
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意
....呜...哦...
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半
ho ...哦...
就算让我伤尽天理
我什么都愿意为你
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意

好人

作词:林夕
编曲:ted lo
监制:雷颂德
演唱:侧田
侧田-好人(粤)
若谈样子不会叫好
不算最讨好
但我的内在美不够味道
那足以自豪
谈为人当然好
双手也好抱
无奈独有伴侣问前路
没有想陪同邻家男孩跳舞
唯独当我师徒
人人亲近我
无人争夺我
无人关怀是谁大平卖亲和
平凡像我路过十个似我
情敌实在太多
人人鼓励我
无人倾慕我
常常激励别人
尽情热恋事后遗下我
像毒咒无人爱我
别吓我
并无自欺所有老死
只配作知己
愿意跟我细数恋爱挫折
抱住我会死
谈完情拖好手
都将我抛弃
从来没理会我喜与悲
是那么平凡仍可以来斗气
谈情令我心死
由得我死
你管不到那么多
天都不爱我
立心孤立我
平凡的人若提及情份
便显得不配么
难道我看不到现况正是结果
由得我
无人关怀是谁大平卖亲和
天都不理我
令我想清楚
感情是来自由弱者
所写的悲歌
事实上为什么不拍到拖
说穿了我不美
信我woo……

Kiss goodbye

baby不要再哭泣
这一幕多么熟悉
紧握着你的手彼此都舍不得分离
每一次想开口但不如保持安静
给我一分钟专心
好好欣赏你的美
幸福搭配悲伤
痛是在我心交叉
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
付出的爱收不回
还欠你的我不能给
别把我心也带走
去跟随
每一次和你分开
深深的被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔
痛苦难以释怀
每一次和你分开
每一次kiss you goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白
----
但欠你的我不能给
我才明白爱最真实的滋味
我终于明白

Hurt so bad

哭了才发现自己真的受伤了
你曾对我说你永远是我的
为了 爱情我把自己的幸福都忘了
你快乐我就快乐
也许是我们彼此都太年轻了
就是特别容易沉溺在爱情里
每当我再次看到身边美丽的花火
你也离开我我还是想对你说
baby i love you so much
你走了我的心在淌血
baby you hurt me so bad
想要你回到 我的世界
baby i love you so much
你给我的诺言已经瓦解
baby you hurt me so bad
只要我们都爱着 无论多苦都值得
说好的你怎么忘记了

Being busy lately

I am so full at the moment… had my lunch + dinner in the Singaporean restaurant again… I had spicy chicken and rice and a serve of spicy tofu ( ma po tofu) it is so nice… then went to do a bit of junk food shopping ….

So I’m gonna update for a week here… so in last Sunday I went out to have dinner with friends to celebrate my promotion… actually there’s nothing to be celebrate but they were happy for me… so yeah have had dinner with them, after dinner we went to brunetti for desserts… as I introduce before brunetti is a restaurant is that is famous with it’s cakes and Italian hot chocolate… for those who love desserts and happen to come to Melbourne, I guess this is a place that you should not miss…

Went to bed late on Sunday so I was so tired on Monday… was so stressful and the previous head of supervisor being a bit nasty to me… so I have to be real patient with her and finally… I’ve gone through Monday and Tuesday with her… Wednesday was the first day I am on my new position which is head of supervisor… it as alright on Wednesday… but things went a bit different when we are getting busy because of functions… guess I have to be more organized and improve myself more… the whole workplace was in big mess because of functions…

In Friday itself things were suppose to be easy but my manager was a bit lazy and I have to cope with the work that left by him… setting up all the decorations for the Easter as well… looking forward for Easter because I might be going to Tassie for trip in my Easter break…

Wasted yesterday in front of computer watching Japanese drama and slept for 15 hours++ hehe… I know I have been working too hard… so got enough rest from yesterday’s sleep… I’ve finally replenished the energy I’ve lost during the week…

Woke up 7am this morning, called my colleague and we went to the Essendon direct factory outlet to grab the working shoe… it is so comfortable and it cost me 129.95 dollars… it is a bit cheaper than the Nike sneakers I’ve had… hehe… anyway I had one orange and apple juice with 2 sushi rolls for brunch…

When I reached home I was so hungry and drag Mary out to keep me company for dinner… we went for Singaporean cuisine again then we went to do some shopping… here I am just back from dinner not long ago… a bit sleepy now but I have to finish my paper work before going to bed… the most important is doing the menu planning :s… it is a bit hard for me as I have to read through some recipe as guidance… oh god… I am too full now… I wish I can go to bed immediately hehe… alrite I better stop now and back to my work…

为什么相爱的人不能够在一起

每当我在与你相起你的时候
不知道你在哪头
心里面有许多许的爱与愁
不知是否是永远的伤口
当你扔下我一个人说走就走
其实我也知道你很难受
只是这个世界把你我分两头
割断情思与占有
想起你我相爱的时候
想起只能在电话里头
我真的好伤悲好难受
不知道什么时候才是尽头
为什么相爱的人不能够在一起
偏偏换成了回忆
我带你的照片
找到海角天边
希望你会在出现
为什么相爱的人不能够在一起
偏偏换成了回忆
我就算忘记时间也忘记你
也忘不了我们有过的甜蜜
当你扔下我一个人说走就走
其实我也知道你很难受
只是这个世界把你我分两头
割断情思与占有
想起你我相爱的时候
想起只能在电话里头
我真的好伤悲好难受
不知道什么时候才是尽头
为什么相爱的人不能够在一起
偏偏换成了回忆
我带你的照片
找到海角天边
希望你会在出现
为什么相爱的人不能够在一起
偏偏换成了回忆
我就算忘记时间也忘记你
也忘不了我们有过的甜蜜
为什么相爱的人不能够在一起
偏偏换成了回忆
我带你的照片
找到海角天边
希望你会在出现
为什么相爱的人不能够在一起
偏偏换成了回忆
我就算忘记时间也忘记你
也忘不了我们有过的甜蜜

过雨云

　 天空刚下了几场雨 看街上路人不多
　　现在的你在做甚么 还有没有在想我
　　
　　快乐是否曾来过 探访我们两个
　　谁都不想让自己错 剩下了自己一个
　　
　　找到你爱的咖啡店 尝试去感应着你
　　喝一杯低糖的latte 你还会想尝一口
　　
　　快乐会否再来过 探访我们两个
　　谁都不想让自己错 剩下了自己一个
　　
　　春夏秋冬 有多少人会走
　　春夏秋冬 有多少人会留
　　
　　传闻你身边有个他 两个人很快乐吗
　　听说你跟他提起我 是否对我也牵挂
　　
　　快乐会否也来过 探访你们两个
　　谁都不想再让你哭 剩下你自己一个
　　
　　外面的雨下得太久 我的心感觉冷漠
　　看到这一场过云雨 你是否会想起我

If I Were You - Hoobastank

Verse 1]
You seem to find the dark, when everything is bright
You look for all that's wrong, instead of all that's right
Does it feel good to you? To rain on my parade
You never say a word, unless it's to complain...
It's driving me insane

[Chorus]
If I Were You, holding the world right in my hands.
The first thing I'd do, is thank the stars for all that I am...
If I Were You

[Verse 2]
Look what's around you now, more than you ever dreamed
Have you forgotten just how hard it used to be?
So what's it going to take? For you to realize
That it all could go away, in one blink of an eye...
It happens all the time

[Chorus]
If I Were You, holding the world right in my hands.
The first thing I'd do, is thank the stars above, tell the ones I love...
That I do

[Bridge]
Yea If I Were You,
Whoa, yea If I Were You
If I Were You, whoaaaa
Yea If I Were You

[Verse 3]
So what's it going to take? For you to realize
It all could go away, in one blink of an eye... it happens all the time!

[Chorus]
If I Were You, holding the world right in my hands.
The first thing I'd do, is thank the stars above, for the ones I love...
Take a breath and enjoy the view
Live the life that I wanted to
If I Were You... If I Were You... If I Were You!