Happy Birthday Ah Teoh

Happy Birthday to U,
Happy Birthday to u
Happy birthday to Ah Teoh
Happy birthday to u!!!!

p/s: I know u going to charge me this time but don't care!!! coz u r so so kns!!! was thinking to give u a surprise by calling u to sing a birthday song for u but u didn't told me u changed number :s... anyway I wish U more and more leng jai... more and more happy, fast fast get ur princess beauty and get marry... then white hair till old... deliver a footy team... and happy forever and ever!!!

Being emotional lately

God will never treat me bad after all… sometimes when u go extremely down, you will only keep to yourself… but how long are you able to keep? And finally will it burst? That is what happened to me lately… being very emotional…

I am lucky because I just got to have one walking diary… was being very unhappy because of work… there are so many changes that company expects me to be better and better… but deep inside my heart I am o worry that I am not able to cope with my job…

After 6 months ++ I am now promoted as head of supervisor… of course for those old folks who works in the company will think there must be something wrong with that promotion… I was shock as well which it will be effective from next week… it’s like a dream… a competition that running on such a fast pace… I am not able to neither stop it nor think about it…

Because of this promotion I know how people’s dark side is, I know I have to be more independent when I work… not like a little girl anymore… the previous Head of supervisor wasn’t happy with the decision because she’s being transferred to another site to be a manager, and she doesn’t cook at all… and she has to cook in the new site…

The whole workplace in Friday morning was so serious and down… everyone has their own thinking everyone has their own feelings and everyone feel so unhappy… I burst into tears again… which I am so worry and stressed of work… I feel so helpless yet I have to push myself to accept it…

Big boss came in and he said there are no circumstances to change the decision anymore… I used to think of letting go this job… but I just don’t want to do such decisions to pamper myself anymore… I have to be staunch in facing all these…

Life goes on…

Don't tell me

You held my hand and walked me home, I know
Why you gave me that kiss it was something like this it made me go ooh ohh
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love
Guys are so hard to trust
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl?
The one who gives it all away, yeah

[Chorus:]
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
You're better off that way

Don't think that your charm and the fact that your arm is now around my neck
Will get you in my pants I'll have to kick your ass and make you never forget
I'm gonna ask you to stop, thought I liked you a lot, but I'm really upset
Get out of my head get off of my bed yeah thats what I said
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl, the one who, throws it all away

[Chorus]

This guilt trip that you put me on won't, mess me up I've done no wrong
Any thoughts of you and me have gone away

[Chorus]

Better off that way
I'm better off alone anyway

我比想像中爱你

飞的越远越看不见
你阳光下灿烂的笑脸
在天和海之间那条界线
慢慢地走远
你曾经是我的地平线
你有没有一点想念
我们一起去年的夏天
有种爱的感觉
在心里面
那么的强烈
而这一切好像只是昨天
我才发现我比想像中爱你
只是一时不小心错过了你
每当夜深人静
我诚实的分析我自己
还是不可否认的
我比想像中爱你
浪花掠过沙滩边境(海风就像你的呼吸)
我又看见我们的脚印(那曾是回忆的痕迹)
如果遇见幸福的机率要千万分之一
不顾一切也要找回你
我才发现我比想像中爱你
只是一时不小心错过了你
每当夜深人静我诚实的分析我自己
总会从梦中惊醒
还是不可否认的
我比想像中爱你
woo~~~~
终于发现我比想像中爱你
只是一时不小心错过了你
每当夜深人静我诚实的分析我自己
总会从梦中惊醒
还是不可否认的
我比想像中爱你

Oh no! it's Sunday again!

Sigh… it’s Sunday again :S… I don’t really like Sunday because I will always feel Sunday is so short to gone through and I have to go to work on Monday… the whole week last week was really busy of work…

Manager went for holidays so we have relief manager and working with all the newbies… things did went wrong sometimes but luckily we are still manage to fixed it… and so we went through a long tiring week…

Wednesday was the opening ceremony of the commonwealth games…. I am not really a sports person but I do enjoy watching few games though… one thing that I found out from Malaysia or Australia TV is, they only show the game that the country is good in… like last night I spend my whole night entertained myself by watching the game… but they focus on the swimming, gymnastic, cycling and weightlifting… sigh… I wanted to watch badminton!!!

There are lots of events happened around the city… thinking if I want to go, but I hate to squeeze in the crowd… arghh… still deciding!!! But this kind of events might only happen once in my life time? LOL… doesn’t matter, will wait for housemate first, and see what we want to do next…

In the last week few people confessed to me… funny hor? When you feel like loving someone and someone ignore you and when you feel like remain friendship with another person but he loves you… sigh…

Most of the time I wanted to updates my blog during the week… but too bad I can only able to chat in MSN or Yahoo messenger, check mail then gone to bed LOL… that is my weekday’s life though… next week will be seeing my sifu!!! He is busy working for this commonwealth games also…

Alright… I think that’s all for today and I better go to find out what I want to do instead of wasting too much time… besides, I found out I am changing again… will type it out if there is a chance…

The last lyrics that I post is the song I love at the moment… that is a nice song… will sent to u guys soon… tata for now… huggies everyone…

oh yeah if you want to check out what's going on the commonwealth game... check it on http://www.melbourne2006.com.au/