Still the same

Hmm… okay let’s see what I should update u guys now… nothing much for me to update though… I am still in one piece… one weak one… in Tuesday itself, I’ve spend sometimes in cleaning my stuffs and spending time with my friends… lately, even though I am online I don’t really chat much as I lost my interest in chatting…

In Wednesday itself… I’ve got few calls from my friends to asked me out but I was too sick to go out… end up spending time at home and spend some times with Rica.. she needs lots of attention from her friends… even though I was fed up with her demand at times, but I can’t bear to leave her alone… sigh… I know I should be more selfish to people but I don’t wanna see anything bad happened to her anymore…

That night, I was so sick that I couldn’t breathe and couldn’t sleep, so I’ve called Joey to send me to the hospital, we had spend the whole night in the hospital for the inspections… nothing new besides I was keep vomiting the whole night… then, in the next morning which is Thursday itself, went to Joey’s house and I was taking care by his mum… his mum cooked me sushi and sashimi which I asked for it… it was really nice and I feel like I was the queen in the house LOL… his mum and himself serving me like a VIP… when Joey feed me grapes he peel off the skin for me before he put into my mouth :P… well I feel really happy and ‘hang fook’….

Then he send me home and finally I’ve spend my time in front of my computer and doing some paper work to sent of to my god father… went to bed around 10pm… and once again keep vomiting and not feeling well… and called Joey again then stay over night in his place again…

I can’t remember if I have any dream… all I know is I felt unhappy of things happened lately… my god sister got second baby again … she was happy with her marriage life… good to hear that… fai had annoyed me which makes me feel like ignore him forever… whatever is it I am not going to talk about him… can’t think of anything now and might be going to Joey’s house if I am getting worst in a while.. okay end for now… tata guys…

Little message to Kate.. how is your marriage life ar? Sorry about today where I was just parking in IRC and don’t get to chat with you today.. anyway missing u so much le sobs sobs…

To MM gor… kns u… want ur mui to have nightmare ka? Grrrr… anyway ur dream reminds me of remember all my friends as well… sigh…

To SYlau gor.. just in case u are surfing here… why so long din update blog de? Hur hur… waiting for ur new blog till my neck also long lor… summore u r moving soon wor :S… later no internet lagi no update lor? :s…

To Yee Chui, Ken Ken, Chian, Jaja lao por…. Thanks for all of the concerns that you guys gave to me… I am really appreciate it and I hope I will be fine soon….

To my both tou dais… kns derr I talk to u also I feel like vomit liao… hur hur… anyway to SJ… I hope u will find ur love one soon :P… anyway take good care ar…

To all other friends… thanks for surfing on my blog… take good care of yourself… thanks for all the concerns… thanks for everything…

11th Mrch - 14th March

Hmm... can’t actually remember what I’ve done in Friday, all I know is I’ve been sick and rest for whole day… nothing much though… in Saturday itself, was busy helping Joey to get his data key in to the file… besides that, been designing 2 birthday cards for Ian and in the same time found 2 e-cards for him as well…

He replied 2 emails to let me know that he saw the cards that I’ve designed for him and he received the both e-cards that I’ve send to him… I will get myself finish blogging as soon as possible so I can sleep as early as I can… feeling exhausted now…

Antihistamine… sigh… a couple from Singapore had force their daughters to swallowed 240 of this pills to commit suicide in Sydney earlier yesterday morning… but after that, to realize and they send their daughters to the hospital and they got caught by police in the hospital… feel pity of them… sigh…

Then Joey had come over and he got his new mini cooper, is John Cooper work S… nice car, I’ve been enjoy the ride and we went to moomba festival last night too… Rica and me had been playing all the games in the Moomba festival… wanted to look for the bubble girl air soft toys but couldn’t found any… a bit disappointed of that… anyway when we are going to have some drinks Rica got a call to go to work…

She wasn’t happy about Adrian again but I just couldn’t help much tho… sigh... she went to work and she had been calling me the whole night while she was at work… I know how she felt… then before she finished work she asked me if I want any ‘breakfast’, but I just can’t eat anything because my stomach being strange again… not accepting any single food that I’ve ate…

I wasn’t happy when she was home because she just came in my room without knocking on my door… anyway right after she told me about her unhappiness I can’t be bothered about her rudeness of not knocking door anymore… I couldn’t sleep well the whole night and the whole house got electrical fuse shock for few times and so we all can’t slept well…

Mum had reached Melbourne earlier today… and again Joey be my driver to fetch mum and her husband form the airport and send them to Frankston… spend the whole day in the car and on the road… was foggy today, not sure what is going on… mum had reach here for her friend’s wedding and she will be spending time with her friend then she will fly back to Kuala Lumpur…

Can’t think if I have anything to type now as my brain gone blank now… so will stop now if there is anything left out will be continue by tomorrow… take care everyone and tata for now.

garden 

church again 

nice to share 

i like this 

statue again 

church 

I don't know where issit  

getting dizzy 

statue 

library 

simply just nice 

Fitzroy Garden 

statue that I like 

Love

There is a saying, "Life is the journey in search of love" and in this journey, each person will come across 4 persons.

The first person is oneself.
The second person is the one you love most.
The third person is the one that love you most.
The fourth person is the one that you will spend the rest of your life with.

You will find the one you love most first, and from there know the feeling of love; Through an understanding of giving love, only then will you find the one that love you the most. Once you have gone through the process of loving someone and being loved, you'll learn the nature of love, and in the end, you will be able to understand yourself and what you need in a partner. With this, you'll be able to find one who is most suitable to you, one whom you will spend the rest of your life with.

Unfortunately, in this less than ideal world, these 3 persons will almost certainly never be the same person. The one you love the most, will usually never be the one that loves you the most; and the one that stays with you longest is never the one you love the most or the one that loves you the most, just someone that appears at just the right time of your life.
Which role do you think you will assume in someone else's life?

No one will intentionally want to have a change of heart. When they love you, they will sincerely love you, but when they no longer love you, they will truly love you no more. They can never pretend they don't love you when they love you, and vice versa.

When a person no longer loves you and wants to leave you, you should ask yourself whether you still love that person. If you no longer love her, please don't hold on just because of your pathetic pride. But if you still love them, you will wish that they will continue their life in happiness and joy, wishing that they and the one that they love be together. You would not try to hinder, because if you hinder their search for true happiness, it means that you longer love them, therefore you are no longer qualified to accuse them that they had a change of heart.

Love is not possessive. You may love the moonlight, but it is impossible to bring down the moon for your personal use. Without possessing the moon, it is still possible to have moonlight. In other words, if you love someone, you can have another way of keeping them by your side, and that is to have the one you love as eternal memories in your life. If you love someone, you should love them as what they are. Love their good as well as their bad; love their virtues and their weaknesses. Just because you love them, do not change them according to your expectations, and leave them because they can not become what you expect of them.

Truly loving someone is not something which you can give reasons to. You just know that anytime, anywhere, good or bad, you will always hope that they will be by your side. True relationship is two persons that can stay together through trials and tribulations, without selfish expectations. As such, in any relationship, both parties must be willing to give and not just take. Separation is an inevitable trial; if your relationship is not strong enough, then you may as well surrender, and true love will never turn into hate.

What about you? Which person have you found so far?
In this wide world, amongst the sea of people, whom have you found? And whom have found you?

Birthday card for ya

Been looking for e cards to sent to u… not sure if u received it… just send 2 of them and I hope u got it… anyway would like to wish u have a Happy birthday… got to design a 2 very simple cards for ya… I know it is not as nice as what a professional designer did… but I’ve use some little skills that I know to create it for u… once again Happy birthday… May your dreams and wishes come true…
 

Happy birthday to Ian

Happy Birthday