Saturday, July 16, 2005

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Annoying

I am so tired at the moment… when I woke up today I don’t really feeling well but I have to go out for house inspection and making application to rent the place… what happened was we were suppose to look for 3 places, but stupid Chris being so annoying. At first we were looking at a place, which is somewhere in Northcote… is a nice place, the house is something like those townhouse… quite new… and clean… one bath room, one toilet, one laundry, 2 rooms, one living room and one kitchen… both rooms with built in robes. It looks quite clean and new. The weekly rent is 230 dollar for a week. It is very close to tram stop, 10 minutes away from the train station and 20 minutes walk to High Street for shopping…

I was so annoyed because of Chris… even though we are happy with the house it doesn’t mean that we will get the house as we will be assess. If we failed we have to look for a new place… so it is better to look for more option right? But he just doesn’t care much and finally we went only 2 houses today which 1 of them is the one in my plan and another one was the one I am interested in but after went for inspection, I would not consider anymore… it was on st. George street, in front of the house is the main road with tram stops, besides the carpet in the whole house are so smelly… it is a huge house with 3 bedrooms, no built in robes, big kitchen and they have backyard, the rent is only 250 dollar a week… but too bad nothing really perfect…

Then we left the place to city, were supposed to go for the second place which is in Victoria Road but he insisted that place isn’t that convenience so he refuse to go for the inspection… once we reach city, I suggested to go to the third house in my plan, which is in Glen Iris, it is quite far from the city and somewhere near Burwood… but after looking at map, I asked if he really wants to go and as usual… he refused again!

I was so annoyed but his lazy attitude and hoping for spoon feed attitude… as in he is hoping that I will settle everything all he has to do is move to the place without worry anything… sad to has such guy in the world… he never been to call any of the agent or tenant, even about the furniture, he is expecting me to call and negotiate… damn.. I am so fed up of this idiot… and the most annoying is when he shows his annoyed face to me… wahseh... I am really sick of this attitude… the new house is not only for me :S… guesses what? I felt the feeling for his future wife :x… I guess when he get marry things will be the same… or else he will try to go through all the Chinese people, or else... don’t hope for anything from him…

Okay, so we were in city, then I was so annoyed and to avoid me throwing the temper, I went to see my counselor and have a short talk with her… then went to the office and grab those receipt and send to the accountant… once I got things done, went to Footscray for the Chili Beef soup with rice vermicelli and one lemon soda… head to the market after the meal…

Seriously, if we are banned to leave the house… I will not get starving as I got lots of food at home LOL… whoever come to my place I will make sure they will never starve as well :D… anyway got my leg sprain and kinda tired now… yeah, been too use to my nick BB… nowadays when people asking my name.. I almost answer BB LOL… that’s it for this blog… thanks for reading, thanks for all the wishes… thanks blue being so concern about me :D… and of course I know whoever reading this blog care for me too thanks a lot…. I really appreciate each of you :D….

Friday, July 15, 2005

Menu design

Yeah this is a very simple menu design from someone LOL... someone that doesn;t want to reveal her name... so yeah nice or not?


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Selfish people

Okay.. I am kinda frustrated at the moment… just because of the selfish house owner… what happened today is she actually brought in an IT guy to fix the network cable in each room… this is kind of taking advantage from Chris because he owned the ADSL…

At first then the owner came with the guy as well as the house agent, she doesn’t want to talk to us and she wants things done without the permission from Chris as well as she doesn’t even care… all she wants is getting the internet connection done and be a point to attract people to move in… so I have no choice and we got to tell them we are moving in 2 weeks time…

So the agent said he wants 4 weeks notice… but before this he said he wants only 2 weeks notice… and I argued back about this… what the hell that they want 4 weeks notice? Idiot… I was so annoyed with their annoying character of wanting money, money and money… they never get things fixed… they never even bother how we feel after we move in… they will just rent the place to whoever who are interested… to be frank I don’t want to live in a place like those refugee camp… arghhh I just can’t be bothered now…

Wish me luck for tomorrow and Saturday… will be going to 5 places for house inspections… if I have found any I will move in 2 weeks time… all I want is leave this annoying and selfish place… I can’t stand it anymore…

Thursday, July 14, 2005

Please help me

Ok guys, this is basically about the stupid inapt individuals who have no respect for human rights in local University, so this is kind of protestation about this issue...

protestation

I seriously need help for this in spreading this protestation... Thank you very much for this...

Children learn what they live

If a child lives with criticism,
he learns to condemm.
If a child lives with hostility,
he learns to fight.
If a child lives with ridicule,
he learns to feel guilty.
If a child lives with tolerance,
he learns to be patient.
If a child lives with encouragement,
he learns confidence.
If a child lives with praise,
he learns to appreciate.
If a child lives with fairness,
he learns justice.
If a child lives with acceptance and friendship,
he learns to find love in the world

Somebody cares about you

Somebody cares
If your day's going right,
Somebody cares
if your outlook is bright,
Somebody cares
if your skies are all blue,
If the wishes and dreams
in your heart all come true...
Somebody hopes
that day in and day out
You'll always have lots
to be happy about,
And somebody thinks you're as dear as can be -
I'm sure of all this, for that somebody's me!

p/s: this is a card from one my ex last time... today I rearrange and packed my stuffs that is why I am reading it and thinking which to throw and which to keep...

A friend loves at all times

You've made a
difference in my life
just by being you.
You bring the special
blessing of a heart that's
warm and true.
It's great to know
I have someone on whom
I can depend.

p/s: this is specially for Jie, Gor, Kate, Derr, Nick, Ken Ken, Jaja, Blue and SJ

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Midnight post

I am supposed been sleeping since just now… I did try to sleep and end up and I am awake typing this blog from a dream. I am crying because of the dream… the dream is about daddy… daddy is going somewhere and we send him off to the airport, I sensed that daddy will not be back anymore and I keep crying… so when I am awake I am still crying…

Yesterday was a simple day for me… having usual love problems… went to work in the morning and had lunch with Liz in the afternoon, then went to Toorak to have the house inspection… planned to go to coles when I am on my way home, but I’ve brought back some cakes and buns from the shop and got a little gift from Liz…

Nothing much really happened until BS called me… BS is my ex boyfriend when I was in year 12, he is actually studying his last year in Melbourne University… we were together for about 1 year then he left and back home for good… we maintain the long distance relationship for about 2 months, and he found another new girlfriend… at first I thought I will wait for him… but after having sometimes I felt we will not have the chance to be together anymore… so I give up waiting for him…

After three years we broke up, which is today… he called me and talked about getting back together, I was angry and sad, because I couldn’t stand his temper, besides he is talking about the passed how we broke up and we were arguing about whose fault was that… I am so sick about that… and I actually played some songs that I wanted him to listen after so long…

Felt down and called Nick but he didn’t picked up my calls and when he returned call I was in the toilet… yeah been vomiting after dinner… maybe I am eating too much today… let’s see what I’ve ate…

- tom yum mee hun yong tau foo
- pork floss bun
- sausage bun
- one mango cheesecake
- one strawberry cheesecake
- one baked cheesecake
- some prawn crackers
- 2 jelly slurp
- One soda drink
- Fish ball soup
- One 8 bou tong sui (kind of Chinese desserts)
- 0.01 l of ribena

Yes I think that’s it… this is the first time eating so much in these 2 years… it’s been so long that I didn’t really eat that much… but wasted… because I vomit everything after my dinner…

I felt better after Nick called me… thanks Nick… muacks…. And thanks for the concern from Jie, gor, derr and Kate… thanks a lot… and thanks Kate for chatting with me after we’ve left out for so long… and yeah I think I need to back to sleep as I need to wake up in another 37 mins to go to pick up my friend from the airport… good night everyone… take care and have a nice day…


P/s: Happy belated birthday to KleoZy my DJ's sifu, Khim Wei and Tai... not forgotten my OLD buddy Ah Cheem...

突然累了

突然累了
詞:林秋離 曲:林俊傑

吃飯吃到睡了 我開車開到傻了
我看書看到妳了 開始懷疑我怎麼了
說話說到吐了 我寫歌寫到瘋了
我愛妳愛到盲了 天知道我又怎麼了

不捨得 捨不得 都分手了
捨不得 不捨得 散了
(愛是妳的 我是我的 完了)

原來我只是突然累了 原來我不說了
原來我撐著撐到麻了 原來我不愛了

(文案)

我變身是個生化機器人
但可恨的是我終究 不是真人
你們可以感受 我的心嗎?


p/s: This is the song I am listening now… this is the song I dedicate to BS.. he is on phone with me… yeah he is the one who make me tired of loving him… it’s been so long… and he actually call me and talk about our relationship…it’s been so long! We never contact for so long… I am so unhappy, why is he asking me now? Why he never do that when I love him so much? Why? I am sick… I am vomiting now… I am really tired…

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Weird dream and thanks gor

Just woke up not long ago again… today was feeling weak and having bad headache… so been sleeping for whole day… Laco was here to borrow my computer… then I went to bed while he is using my computer…

Nothing much happened just now.. besides being disturbed by all the SMS from Fai, Kenny, Dave and Raymond… they keep on sending message asking me how am I, I don’t even bother to replied, then I will receive another SMS said they were worried for me and ask why am I not replying the SMS… so I am sick of it actually…

Suddenly feel like talking to Aunty Irene, she is my mum’s cousin that is in Sydney… she is the one who keep asking me to go to Sydney and stay in her place… hur hur… she is a nice aunty… the last time I went to Sydney I visited her and she gave me 100 dollar before I left her house LOL… and she is having OZ’s life hur hur relaxing and happily with her family…

Thanks gor for the songs… I am listening and learn to sing this 3 songs… LOL… the ‘six color rainbow’ s really quite encouraging LOL… I love those songs :D… thanks gor…

Hmmm… I had a weird dream when I was sleeping just now… the dream is a combination of Melbourne and KL scene… I was with my elder sister, then she insists to go out for dinner even though it was about 10pm… that time we were in Melbourne… so she said she heard of a place in Toorak that they have a nice restaurant there… so we went there by bus.. the bus is something like intrakota bus in KL… then we went in and there are bus inspector wants to check ticket… one of the inspector seems to know me and he asked wah you travel from your place to here? Then I replied yeah, my sister insists that, then we kind of like lost in the place, so when those inspector almost get down the bus I asked them where is the address… then they said is the stop they are going down… then I followed… but when I got down, I saw there are all the bike and car workshop around only… it’s like those Kampung house all around… I am so scared and walk with my sister… out of sudden we are in a restaurant… the restaurant, it looks like those haunted one… there are all the weird people in the restaurant, it looks like a pavilion with tables and chairs, then there is a aunty that sells noodles in KL came in and pour a very thick coffee for me, and she pour the coffee into one of the Chinese soup spoon. I was thinking I am not ordering and I don’t drink coffee why is she pouring that for me? Then I asked aunty ar, did you make any mistake? I didn’t ordered coffee and I don’t drink coffee… then she said eh? Okay, she took the spoon and put into water but the water still clear. Those coffee didn’t spilt out as well… amazing eh? Then I saw another aunty holding those burning ‘hell money’ it’s like having a Chinese festival… after that there is a group of people went into the pavilion and get some hell money from the locker in the pavilion….

Errr.. is that a sign that my dad got not enough money? And he needs some hell money? Weird….

六色彩虹

六色彩虹
詞: Benny C. 曲:方文良 編曲: 方文良+梁介洋
歌詞轉載自歌詞帝國 http://www.kikikoko.idv.tw
紅色 是你扮鬼臉 綠色是你早點
藍色的紙風車在你窗前 什麼夢陪你入眠

臺北 下了一場雨 停在傍晚五點
隔一道換日線 無論多遙遠 我們約在思念的花園

我望著六色彩虹貼在想你的天空
缺席的那個顏色就在你迷人笑容
聽說你那裏窗外總是一片灰濛濛
我的咖啡 變得又苦又濃

我想把六色彩虹印在給你的信封
一封封我都寄到叫做牽掛的郵筒
當你無助的時候看著東方的天空
有座橋會跟你相通

我會把六色彩虹通通存在我心中
要灑在下次我們見面共享的甜筒
當想念滋味我都為你嚐過每一種
重逢才更令人感動

My Monday

Just woke up today… not really feeling well… having fever, dizzy and headache now… so I didn’t go to work… sorry about last night, went missing half way in the conference… Kenny called me and we talked for 3 hours…

We chatted a lot… I said I have never been stop from sick… he told me it is because I am lack of love… -.- he is trying to patch back with me… he played few songs for me, but I have no idea why when he played those songs I was so sleepy :x… I don’t mean to ignore or not talking much to him… but I wouldn’t understand him and I don’t know how I would accept him… that is the main reason we broke up too…

Okay the reason I paste forever love this song is because I love this song… when I call Nick I will hope to get this song… and even if he didn’t pick up the call I will call again hoping to listen to this song again :D… yeah I did imagine when he sings the song for me… :X… thanks gor for sending this song to me… I am listening now… and repeating the song :D

The other song is from David Tau… looking for this song… anyone has this song? If yes please do sent to me ya? Hur hur… love that song not because of Kenny sang to me on the phone but I just love this song… last night is the first time I listen to that song… yeah been outdated of songs for long time… not really fancy of all the new songs but once a song catches my attention I will love the song and keep repeating it for a while…

Funny hor… whenever I tend to star a relationship or whatever, there will be a burden for me to gone through… I am a bit tired of it… sometimes I am thinking if I got a person that really love me more than I love him and I think I can live with him for the rest of my life I would just get marry with him to end my single life… you know… I am kind of girl that is really simple… nothing much that I asked for… I wish for a simple life… gonna live with husband’s family and deliver cute babies for him… I wouldn’t want to be a housewife and yeah… as long as I am having enough of my personal space that will do… but am I ready for this life? Hur hur

Haihz… I don’t know what I want to type anymore… thanks jie for the SMS… u send me that SMS before but I felt like u send in the right time, as it you can feel what I am thinking now… yeah… enough of crapping I think I need more rest….

就是愛你

就是愛你
曲:陶吉吉 詞:娃娃 木吉他 & 曼陀林:Dean Parks
歌詞轉載自歌詞帝國 http://www.kikikoko.idv.tw
我 一直都想對你說
你給我想不到的快樂 像綠洲給了沙漠
說 你會永遠陪著我
做我的根 我翅膀 讓我飛 也有回去的窩
我願意 我也可以 付出一切 也不會可惜
就在一起 看時間流逝 要記得我們相愛的方式
就是愛你愛著你 有悲有喜 有你 平淡也有了意義
就是愛你愛著你 甜蜜又安心 那種感覺就是你
我 一直都想對你說
你給我想不到的快樂 像綠洲給了沙漠
說 你會永遠陪著我
做我的根 我翅膀 讓我飛 也有回去的窩
我願意 真的願意 付出所有 也要保護你
Oh 在一起 時間繼續流逝 請記得我有多麼的愛你
Oh 就是愛你愛著你 不棄不離 不在意 一路有多少風雨
就是愛你愛著你 放在你手心 燦爛的幸福全給你
Oh 就是愛你愛著你 我都願意
就是愛你愛著你 要我們在一起

Monday, July 11, 2005

Forever Love

Forever Love
詞:王力宏/十方/何啟宏/于景雯 曲:王力宏
歌詞轉載自歌詞帝國 http://www.kikikoko.idv.tw
愛你 不是因為你的美而已
我越來越愛你 每個眼神觸動我的心
因為你讓我看見Forever,才了解自己
未來這些日子 要好好珍惜
愛我 有些痛苦 有些不公平
如果真的愛我 不是理所當然的決定
感到妳的呼吸在我耳邊 像微風神奇
溫柔的安撫 我的不安定
所以我~要 每天研究你的笑容 ooh 多麼自然

forever love forever love 我只想用我這一輩子去愛你
從今以後 你會是所有 幸福的理由

愛情是場最美最遠的旅行
沿途雨季泥濘 偶爾阻礙我們的前進
感到妳的體溫在我懷裡 像陽光和煦
巧妙的融化 我的不安定
不可思議 證明我愛你的理由 ooh 多麼自然

forever love forever love 我只想用我這一輩子去愛你
從今以後 妳會是所有 幸福的理由

妳感動的眼睛 我沉默的聲音
彷彿就是最好的證明
就讓我再說一次 I love you oh (直到永遠)

forever love forever love 我只想用我這一輩子去愛你
從今以後 妳會是所有 幸福的理由

Forever love forever love forever love

I hope this dream will come true

Actually I was thinking to blog in the morning when I was a bit lazy to do my things… but then I encourage myself to finish it before I do anything in front of my comp… having headache again… not sure what is going on…

Went to morning walk in the morning, and when I was home surf on the net a while and read some magazine that I took from Chinatown… after that I do my laundry, clean up my room and clean up the kitchen… after doing everything felt a bit tired so actually had a short nap…

Not really got to nap because my phone was ringing since I was on my bed… Kenny called me and we’ve been chatting for a while… he is one of my ex boyfriend from Sabah but working in Kuala Lumpur… I was a bit annoyed when the way he spoke was like sweet talked? And I don’t like to listen sweet talked one… not to say I am not romantic or stuffs… but the more I heard that the more I felt that is so sarcastic…

Then Carol called me, she was so depressed that she felt like going to pub to get drunk… but I can’t drink anymore... this is not only because of my liver problem but also my promises the friends to take care.. And so I have to reject her and I suggested something else but she is not interested… sighs… hope she will be fine soon…

Can’t wait for next week… got lots of things to be settle… bills, finding new place, celebrations and a lot more… hmmm… hope I will have a pleasant week… and I hope things will turned fine just as the fortune teller said LOL.. She said my luck will come on July… which is this month :D… yeah I hope my wishes and dreams will come true…

Last night I actually have a very funny dream… I dream of meeting Nick’s family… I was so nervous… because his parents seem to be fierce to me LOL… then we had the dinner… but I don’t know why when we had dinner that time, they suddenly ask me when will I want to get marry :s… this is a question that really scare me off… I am not ready yet… I guess LOL… I don’t know :D…

Then I actually in Penang meeting all the Penang gang, Kate, Kate’s husband, Jess,Violet Jie, Derrick, SJ, Regis gor and dai sou was there as well… then we went to the beach side and celebrate my birthday LOL… hur hur seriously I wish this dream will come true :D…

Errr… I guess I want to stop now as even I am smiling while typing this blog, but I am kinda tired and headache now… will be continue maybe tomorrow LOL…

p/s: sorry jie just now i was thinking who i left out LOL... i dun like single number one so hur hur sorry arrrrrrrrrr

That's when I am lazy

[Name 3 schools you went to]
- SRJK (C) Lai Chee
- BBGS
- Clayton high school

[Name 3 things in your wallet]
- ATM card
- Money
- Photo ID

[Name 3 THINGS you love to do]
- Sleep
- Surfing on Internet
- listening to nice songs

[Name 3 people on ur mind]
- god father
- father
- youngest sister

[Name 3 of your fav colors]
- Blue
- Purple
- red

[Name 3 recent expenses]
- smoke salmon penne
- Ribena
- chicken breast fillets

[Name 3 things you did this week]
- Sleeeeeeeeeeep
- talk to old friends
- combination of daily routine

[3 things you're gonna do in the next hour]
- cook
- clean my room
- watch movie

[3 things you did in an hour ago)
- morning walk
- shower
- apply daily cream

[3 things u do when you're sad]
- listening to musics
- clean my room
- sleep

[3 things you do when you're happy]
- laugh
- share my happiness with friends
- start buying things for celebrations :D

Sunday, July 10, 2005

Bakkutteh.com :D

I just woke up from my nap… wanted to sleep more as I am really sleepy… but couldn’t sleep at all… sorry ken ken and Ian… I was sleeping so never reply the MSN message… saw it when I woke up a while ago…

I feel like laughing now… I don’t know why it’s really funny or my brain is empty so I am not thinking of anything… when I woke up I saw Ian’s message asking me if talk about food what will I think about… so I replied Bak kut teh… then he laughed and said aiyak takkan put bakutteh.com hahahaha… then he explained he asked that because he wants to find a name to put as a web name…

Seriously bakutteh.com really sounds funny lor :D…. then he said translate to English meatbonetea LOL… seriously… do you think I am able to change this blog’s name? I feel like using bakutteh.blogspot.com LOL…yum feel like eating bak kut teh…

God father called me and he is sick… :s… his has lost his voice due to sore throat and flu… as my mum is a bit worry for my health… (as usual laaaaaa)… hmm… nothing much happened back home besides house almost got burned down by my youngest sis LOL…

This happened on last week… my eldest sister had collect some boxes on the garage… and that day, my youngest sister was playing candles with my nieces and nephew… that was the time where no one around besides them… when my eldest sister returned, she blew the candles and throw to the boxes around… since the weather was hot and there is still the small flame on the candle, it cause the fire… they were lucky because there are neighbors and pedestrians who passed by my house inform my sister, and they called the fire engineer as well as helping them to put out the fire… phew….

Errr.. okie la… enough for this post… time for ng ng now :x… tata people :D