Saturday, April 09, 2005

Things could have been other way round

life is good......could have been better,
I am pretty......could be beautiful,
salary is good.....could be fatter,
I am intelligent......could be brilliant,
life is busy.........could be slower,
I am pleasant.........could be a charmer,
but then again things could have been other way round!!!

Friday, April 08, 2005

specially for Nick

This post is specially to show my disappointment towards Nick koko… he had failed to do things that he had promised me to do… and when he did the link in his blog, he didn’t do it nicely … and so I am disappointed!



reminder: 14th April - Mengel gor's birthday

Thursday, April 07, 2005

Today's update

Hmm, well sorry for abandon my blog for sometimes… nothing much to update so I don’t really update… but I will drop by sometimes to check the messages in the chatterbox…

Okay let’s see what happened in last few days… I am trying to make myself not to care too much things… or not to bothered too much things… especially the chatroom… sometimes I will just join in and park my nick in there… or I will craps a lot when I am sitting in front of my comp…

Pardon me of not replying your messages when you guys trying to message me… I felt warm when you all being concern and caring to me… and I am changing the lifestyles that I had…

Last week was horrible as I had gastrick, diarrhea, and stomachache… anyway I am getting better now.. Everything gone back to normal… I am remaining to act ‘don’t know’ because sometimes I felt is worthless to know to hear and to think about things anymore…

I’ve forgotten what I wanna type actually… so yeah I am still in one piece… so don’t worry about me… :P

Higher

When dreaming I'm guided to another world

Time and time again

At sunrise I fight to stay asleep

'Cause I don't want to leave the comfort of this place

'Cause there's a hunger, a longing to escape

From the life I live when I'm awake

So let's go there

Let's make our escape

Come on, let's go there

Let's ask can we stay?



Can you take me Higher?

To a place where blind men see

Can you take me Higher?

To a place with golden streets



Although I would like our world to change

It helps me to appreciate

Those nights and those dreams

But, my friend, I'd sacrifice all those nights

If I could make the Earth and my dreams the same

The only difference is

To let love replace all our hate

So let's go there

Let's make our escape

Come on, let's go there

Let's ask can we stay?



Can you take me Higher?

To a place where blind men see

Can you take me Higher?

To a place with golden streets



So lets go there, lets go there,

Come on, lets go there

Lets ask can we stay?



Up high I feel like I'm alive for the very first time

Set up high I'm strong enough to take these dreams

And make them mine

Set up high I'm strong enough to take these dreams

And make them mine



Can you take me Higher?

To a place where blind men see

Can you take me Higher?

To a place with golden streets



Can you take me Higher?

To a place where blind men see

Can you take me Higher?

To a place with golden streets

promises

ou'd better believe I'm coming
You'd better believe what I say
You'd better hold on to your promises
Because you bet you'll get what you deserve.

She's going to leave him over
She's going take her love away
So much for your eternal vows, well
It does not matter anyway.

Why can't you stay
Here a while
Stay here awhile
Stay with me.


Oh oh oh oh oh
All the promises we made
All the meaningless and empty words I prayed
Prayed praaaayed
Oh oh oh oh oh
All the promises we broke
All the meaningless and empty words I spoke
Spoke spooooke

What of all the things that you taught me
What of all the things that you'd say
What of all your prophetic preaching
You're just throwing it all away

Maybe we should burn the house down
Have ourselves another fight
Leave the cobwebs in the closet
'Cause tearing them out is just not right

Why can't you stay
Here awhile
Stay here awhile
Stay with me

Oh oh oh oh oh
All the promises we made
All the meaningless and empty words I prayed
Prayed praaaayed

Oh oh oh oh oh
All the promises we broke
Promises we broke
All the meaningless and empty words I spoke
Spoke Spooooke

Oh oh oh oh oh
All the promises we made
Promises we made
All the meaningless and empty words I prayed
Prayed praaaayed

Oh oh oh oh oh
All the promises we broke
Promises we broke
All the meaningless and empty words I spoke
Spoke Spooooke

Oh eh, oh eh, oh eh,
oh eh, Oh Eh x3

Do-do-do, Do-do-do,
Do-do-do, Do-do-do

Monday, April 04, 2005

How Many Times

How many times you're gonna let him use you
you'd think that you would know by now
how could you let him treat you so bad
how many times will you let him break your heart
i heard he lied to you
i heard your love he abused
don't say it isn't so
i see it in your eyes
it's something you can't hide
how many times you gonna let him use you
you'd think that you would know by now
how could you let him treat you so bad
how many times will you, let him break your heart
he gives you lonely nights
and he can hear you cry
and love you he denies
he's never gonna change
he just can't accept the blame
how many times you gonna let him use you
you'd think that you would know by now
how could you let him treat you so bad
how many times will you, let him break your heart
girl dry your eyes
get up off your face
don't be ashamed. find someone else new
someone who'll appreciate you
always love you
how many times you gonna let him use you
you'd think that you would know by now
how could you let him treat you so bad
how many times will you, let him break your heart

Emotion

It's over and done
but the heartache lives on inside
And who's the one you're clinging to
instead of me tonight?

And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion that's taken me over
Caught up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
Don't you know there's nobody left in this world
to hold me tight
Don't cha know there's nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight

I'm there at your side,
I'm part of all the things you are
But you've got a part of someone else
You've got to find your shining star

And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean