Saturday, October 15, 2005

Shopping day

Good morning everyone! Hmm… it’s a brand new day today… woke up around 8am in the morning but because it’s Saturday I went back to sleep again… woke up again in 10am, do laundry, took shower and now back to my computer LOL…

Sorry for not replying all the messages last night… I fell asleep after I took my dinner… was quite sleepy too because I was very tired at work yesterday… spend Hiro and Chris for dinner because they helped me a lot…

Going out later to do some shopping… out of stock of my conditioner and shampoos, body shower gel, and other things we need in daily life… gonna buy a new pair of shoe because the old shoe broken already…

Nothing much to update… forgotten what I want to update though… anyway have a nice weekend everyone tata….

Thursday, October 13, 2005

What can I do

Tired of living in this house… it is so hard to face the bitch… I am trying so hard to tolerate everything… but I felt she is getting over… sigh… since we argue in last Sunday, we never talk to each other… on Monday itself she was in the living room when I am back… I don’t even want to look at her… just go on and do my things…

In Tuesday itself, I was sick so I don’t really step out the room and no chance to interact with her… then it’s Wednesday, when I was home I got my cutlery from the kitchen then she said something bitch, I just make don’t know…

Today when I was home I got to wash my uniforms as I need to work tomorrow morning in other site… it was suppose to be my holiday but since there got not enough people they wants me to go in… when I walk to the laundry room, there are her clothes in the washing machine… I have to rush to clean my clothes so I took her clothes out in the basket…

She was talking on the phone non stop, and finally she hold the phone and walk to the laundry room, then she start swearing and said I should wait till she hang her clothes up… I just keep quiet and do nothing… when I was having dinner, she said when she hangs her clothes outside someone will just move them away…

She just can’t be more mature? She hang her clothes for so long and there were no spaces in there, that is the reason I moved her clothes… sigh… what kind of idiot is that… I feel like moving out as soon as I can but I just have to wait for them…

What I can do?! I tried to think if I should apologize to her, but I am not at fault at all! Sigh… what the fuck! Fucking stupid idiot bitch is so annoying!

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Weird

hmmmm....

只为了你醉

歌手:杨千桦 专辑:我的醉爱国语版

寂寞最容易心醉
在这个闪烁世界
谁又不敢问谁心中想念著谁
只怕不小心自己也猜不出
而为一句安慰崩溃
有多少梦能完美
多少感受还能够再一如从前
我和你共拥有所得过的感觉
是一种醉的唯美

我为你醉就为了你醉
有一种叫只承认执迷不悔
能走多远就走多远
你让我忘了苦时间
我为你醉只为了你醉
如果有天我们发现失去了这感觉
这可属於我们之间秘密花园
不可言喻的了解
让我完毕爱情的愚昧不再醉

Endless love Lyrics

成:解开我最神秘的等待
星星坠落风在吹动
终于再将你拥入怀中
两颗心颤抖
相信我不变的真心
千年等待有我承诺
无论经过多少的寒冬
我决不放手
(韩)金:现在紧抓住我的手闭上眼睛
请你回想起过去我们恋爱的日子
我们是因为太爱
所以更使得我们痛苦
我们连"爱你"这句话都无法讲
成:每一夜被心痛穿越
思念永没有终点
早习惯了孤独像随
我微笑面对
相信我我选择等待
再多苦痛也不闪躲
只有你的温柔能解救
无边的冷漠
(韩)金:现在紧抓住我的手闭上眼睛
请你回想起过去我们恋爱的日子
我们是因为太爱
所以更使得我们痛苦
我们连"爱你"这句话都无法讲
合:让爱成为你我心中
那永远盛开的花
穿越时空绝不低头永不放弃的梦
我们是因为太爱
所以更使得我们痛苦
我们连"爱你"这句话都无法讲
让爱成为你我心中
那永远盛开的花
我们千万不要忘记我们的约定
唯有真爱追随你我
穿越无尽时空
我们连"爱你"这句话都无法讲
成:爱是心中唯一不变美丽的神话

Monday, October 10, 2005

Birthday Meanings

Is your birthday day 1 of the month?
Your Life
You are very curious and dedicative. When you are interested in something,
everything else has to wait. This is your quality. But if you learn to be
more patient and complete what you have started, you will be successful in
life.
Your Love
You believe in love at first sight. You won't wait to learn more about the
person. Vise versa, people who fail to impress you will hardly get a chance
to be your friend. Your emotion is on the extreme. You can only love or
hate, nothing in between and this often shows in your _____expression. Try not to
end a relationship in a quarrel.
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Is your birthday day 2 of the month?
Your Life
You have great common sense but usually fail to follow through. This might
happens because you are too busy with your mission and shut yourself from
the outside world. You are clever and profound so there's a slight chance
for self-control problem.
Your Love
Your love progress slowly, and quietly. You seem to be contented with your
unrequited love. Your are a romantic and loyal lover.
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Is your birthday day 3 of the month?
Your Life
Although you are innocent and romantic but your _____expression often mislead
others that you are an active, fun loving kid. Because of your double
personality, it's hard for others to really know the real you. You are
careful and patient.
Your Love
Your love is the greatest which often surprises others. No one can bring you
to light when you are in love. Your confidence
might lead you to the track your parents disagree.
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Is your birthday day 4 of the month?
Your Life
You usually think before acting which makes your life quite easy. But you
often are the one who give yourself a hard time by being paranoid. People
might not truly understand you but you are really nice to be around. You are
cheerful and friendly.
Your Love
Still water runs deep, that's what you are. You always surprise others with
your new character when you are in love. Your love trap often comes
unexpectedly and your love life is full of surprises.
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Is your birthday day 5 of the month?
Your Life
Although you are on the quiet side, but you enjoy excitement and changes.
Routine is something you cannot stand. Because of your extreme confidence,
you hardly ask others for opinion. You believe in leading your own life, and
you have got the gift in doing so.
Your Love
Nothing can stop you from making progress in your love life. Once you are in
love, you feel the ownership of your lover. A third party can only makes
your jealousy becomes worse.
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Is your birthday day 6 of the month?
Your Life
You are generous with people in need, sometimes to an extreme that people
find you nosey. Your hidden courage and dedication often surprise others.
Your imagination is extremely unique.
Your Love
Your love life is on the smooth track because it grows from friendship.
Although you may not make a sweet lover but your sincerity bring happiness
to your couple.
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Is your birthday day 7 of the month?
Your Life
You are sensitive to changes around you but your feeling is hardly
expressed. You hate exaggerations. Under your quiet personality, you are
rather stubborn and self-centered. These qualities are the force behind your
extreme persistence.
Your Love
You have enormous courage to please your lover. Your relationship often
progress quickly.
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Is your birthday day 8 of the month?
Your Life
You have pleasant and friendly personality. People look u to your wit and
imagination. You are unpredictable and hardly complete what you started,
which sometimes create negative impact to people around you.
Your Love
Falling in love becomes your routine. Most of the time you are lucky. You
fascinate people with good taste but you never have enough with one.
Although your love progresses very fast, it never lasts.
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Is your birthday day 9 of the month?

your Life
You often have problem in promoting yourself, just because you don't know
how to express your true self. On the other hand, you don't really care what
they think. This is why people misunderstand you until they really get a
chance to learn about your pleasant personality.
Opposite sex find you mysterious and worth searching. Your wit is remarkable
but sometimes you are too fast to follow.
Your Love
You won't reveal your feeling even after dreaming about the same guy over
and over. Your first love lasts forever. You are responsible to the feeling
of your lover. The chance to betray your lover is none. You have luck with
children. You Will be Happy Always with u r Love Marraige. and she
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Is your birthday day 10 of the month?
Your Life
You are very capable. If you are a woman, you have high chance to be a
renowned workingwoman. If you are a man, your path to fame and honor is
near. As an innovator, you are not a good follower. You are good in
implementing your imagination and share it with
others. You are always well dressed.
Your Love
You often lose your love ones from being too jealous. You always feel like
you own the person you fall in love with and that often blows your
relationship.
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Is your birthday day 11 of the month?

Your Life
You are gracious, elegant and prudent. People admire your qualities and some
even become jealous of you. You are realistic, flexible and adaptable. You
are remarkably kind and moral person.
Your Love
You are willing to sacrifice yourself for the one you love. Your lover will
always have your gentleness, care and loyalty. You will always be happy to
hand around the one you love.
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Is your birthday day 12 of the month?
Your Life
You are friendly, humorous and full of energy. You are open-minded and do
not care for minor details. Your weak point is your hot temper.
Your Love
You are willing to start off in one-sided love affairs because you strongly
believe that you will eventually win his/her heart. On the other hand, once
you are together, you always want to do things your way, which is often the
fire starter. You usually run in and out of love quickly.
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Is your birthday day 13 of the month?
Your Life
You are sincere and easy going. Flattering and charming around are not your
style. You care so much for freedom that often leads you to the difficult
path. Because of your sincerity, most people find you easy to be around
although you are sometimes too straightforward.
Your Love
Your gentleness, care and sincerity make you an attractive person.
Eventhough you don't intend to be charming, but you naturally are,
especially in the eyes of opposite sex.
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Is your birthday day 14 of the month?
Your Life
You are so confident that sometimes you forget about the people around you.
If you have to be in one of the two teams, you will choose to be in the
winning team. On the other hand, you are kind and caring but above all, you
care for your own benefits. Your imagination is
unique and often gets implemented shortly after it comes across.
Your Love
You will not get soft with the one you don't really like, no matter how hard
he/she tries. But once you feel for someone you have chosen, there's no
getting back.
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Is your birthday day 15 of the month?
Your Life
You are outgoing and love to be at the center of attention. From the
outside, you may seem flashy, flirty, and tricky but your true self is
strong, full of hope to be the leader. When you
fail to convince someone, you will get frustrated, and perhaps let your
temper shows.
Your Love
You are emotional. Many can win your heart at once, but not for long. This
is why you hardly win a decent relationship.
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Is your birthday day 16 of the month?
Your Life
You always follow the good and the right instead of listening to your heart.
Another word, you are a perfectionist. You care for every word people say
about you. You often seen isolated while you are, by nature, curious and a
dreamer who is ready to get over the edge to make
your dream comes true.
Your Love
You often fall in love with a person who is much different from you, in age
and other aspects. Your relationship grows on friendship. Love at fist sight
is not your style.
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Is your birthday day 17 of the month?
Your Life
You neither want to be interfered nor have the desire to mess with others'
life. But you are friendly and occasionally a party animal. You are always
in a circle of friends. You often do things in your own way that
occasionally go beyond the acceptable limit. People may find you childish
and not very attractive in that sense.
Your Love
Your fun-loving character attracts opposite sex. Many of those are great.You
often find yourself trapped among a few great guys while you have to choose
only one.
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Is your birthday day 18 of the month?
Your Life
At first glance, people think you are quiet type of person. Actually you are
cheerful, but conditionally. You will show your joyful character only in
good mood. One the other hand, when you are moody, no one would dare to be
around. Because of your emotion fluctuation and frank character, some find
you hard to be around.
Your Love
You hardly show your feeling towards opposite sex no matter how much you
like him/her. Your partner also has similar character so your love affairs
often take quite a while to flourish. Time tells it all. Your sincerity
makes you very attractive.
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Is your birthday day 19 of the month?
Your Life
You are great in managing everything in your life and this is how you gain
respect from others. Because of this quality, you sometimes feel that you
are better than the rest. Extreme confidence might lead you to the wrong
path. You are a free bird and want to lead your
own life.
Your Love
You love life is rather different from others'. When you are in love,
nothing can stop you. You may often fight with your partner but, soon after
that, you will make up in a way that surprises others.
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Is your birthday day 20 of the month?
Your Life
You are prudent, circumspect and take things seriously. Before you make any
move, you will think of a few alternatives that might take a while. You are
patient, imaginative and target oriented. You value friendship more than
anything else.
Your Love
You usually study your partner carefully before making any move. You never
demand anything beyond the natural quality of that person. Your sincerity
doesn't bring excitement in your love life but it brings deeply grown
relationship.
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Is your birthday day 21 of the month?
Your Life
You are curious and a true follower. You can please someone so much that it
seem like you are trying to charm that person. You hide your disagreement
under your smiling face. This is a charming quality of yours.
Your Love
You are quite unlucky in love. You are loved by someone you don't like while
your dream man is so far away. Your love life is occasionally under
turbulence. Sometimes you don't have the clear view of the guy in your
heart.
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Is your birthday day 22 of the month?
Your Life
You have the boss character, but not a leader. Most people look up to you
for your capability and confidence although they find you quite stubborn.
You should listen more to others. You are a unique and charming individual.
Your Love
You hardly take the moderate track. You either love or hate someone. Whom
you call friends are the chosen ones. If any of them betray you, you won't
let them get away without having hard time.
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Is your birthday day 23 of the month?
Your Life
You never live your life in the way others want you to. You are an
independent individual who loves challenges and excitement. You are ready to
face with the result of your decision. You are usually the one your friends
count on.
Your Love
Because you love excitements, you occasionally get involved in forbidden
love affairs. You may fall in love with a married person and no one can stop
you from making progress. You are very charming, although you might not
realize it.
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Is your birthday day 24 of the month?
Your Life
You are very optimistic and that's why you always enjoy life. You are gifted
in entertaining others. Your friends love and trust you. You'll be the first
they come to when they are in need of someone to speak their heart out.
Your Love
Sometimes you fall in love just because you want to be in love, not that you
really like that person. You always be seen as a sweet couple but you can't
really get over your love ones from past. Your partner is usually crazy
about you because you are remarkably charming and
romantic.
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Is your birthday day 25 of the month?
Your Life
You are a warrior. No obstacle can stop you from reaching your goal. You
always keep yourself busy. This quality plus your responsibility will
eventually bring you success.
Your Love
You adore your partner as the number one priority. You value your love one
more than yourself. Your love is the greatest of all and your have potential
to get married young.
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Is your birthday day 26 of the month?
Your Life
You are always curious and responsive to changes. Routine life is not the
way you choose to live. Travelling is your favorite hobby because excitement
is what you are after.
Your Love
You will not stand being around the one you dislike. Your love comes and
goes quickly. You can be deeply in love but soon after you will be looking
around for the next one.
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Is your birthday day 27 of the month?
Your Life
You are sensitive and vulnerable. Tears often run down your cheeks even when
the matter is not that bad. This might be the result from being to
pessimistic. You might seem cold on the shell, but your inner self is a kind
loving person.
Your Love
You will be elegantly dressed, no matter how casually dressed your date may
be. You are emanding in love and sometimes to an unacceptable extend.
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Is your birthday day 28 of the month?
Your Life
You are a capable person but you usually underestimate your own ability.
This is the cause of missing numbers of opportunity to step forward. If you
try to give yourself a chance, you can be successful in life. Try to see
things on the bright side and you will be happier than ever.
Your Love
You are quite unlucky in love. The one in your arm is not the one in your
heart. Your love has so many ups and downs. You often chicken out before
seeing any progress in love.
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Is your birthday day 29 of the month?
Your Life
You can trust your sixth sense. Life is exciting so routine job is not your
interest. You have great ideas and fantastic imagination. You often feel
tired of things and people around you.
Your Love
You can tell what's in the mind of another person just from looking into
his/her eyes. You are paranoid and jealous and these are the cause of fights
between you and your lover.
Sometimes the thing you believe in is just your imagination.
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Is your birthday day 30 of the month?
Your Life
You are always surrounded by a circle of friends. You are friendly and fun
to be with. Though you occasionally disappoint them by being stubborn, but
over all, they love your qualities.
Your Love
You want to have full control of your love and that's not a nice way to
treat your partner. You take your time in saying yes to his wedding proposal
or if you are a man, you will not propose anyone until you are certainly
confident which might take ages.
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Is your birthday day 31 of the month?
Your Life
Your emotion is hard to predict. You can be sad this minute and happy in the
next. People might find it difficult to follow your emotion and understand
you. You tend to take things seriously.
Your Love
You take your time to study a person before falling in love. Once you decide
that he or she is the one, no one can stop you from making progress, even
your partner.

Endless love

Endless Love
(Theme Song From The Myth)

JC:

Release me from this mysterious waiting
The stars are falling; the wind is blowing.
Finally I can hold you in my arms.
Two hearts beating together.
Believe me that my heart is never-changing
Waiting a thousand years.
You have my promise
Despite many bitter winters, I never let you go.

Kim:

Close your eyes and tightly grab my hands.
Please recall the past - the days we were in love.
We loved each other too much,
It is sorrowful that we can't even say "I love you."

JC:

Every night my heart aches.
I never stop thinking of you.
I am used to being alone for such a long time
And I face it with a smile.
Believe me, I choose to wait.
Even though it's painful, I won't leave.
Only your tenderness can save me from the endless cold.

Kim:

Close your eyes and tightly grab my hands.
Please recall the past - the days we were in love.
We loved each other too much,
It is sorrowful that we can't even say "I love you."


JC and Kim:

Let love be a blossoming flower in our hearts.
We can pass through time, never bowing our heads,
And never giving up our dream.


Kim:

We loved each other too much,
That is the source of our pain.
It is sorrowful that we can't even say "I love you."

JC and Kim:

Let love be a blossoming flower in our hearts.
We can pass through time, never bowing our heads,
And never giving up our dream.

Kim (in Korean) and JC (in Chinese:

We never forget our promise.

Kim and JC:

Only true love follows us as we pass through time.

Kim:

We can't even say "I love you."

JC:

The love we have in our hearts is the only never-changing myth.

Sunday, October 09, 2005

Sunday and the myth

Hmmm… there goes my Sunday again… well, am feeling tired at the moment… woke up in the morning and start preparing the lunch for friends… quarreled with the bitch just now… she is just being the bitch all the while…

I was trying to be nice to her but she raised her voice which I can’t take it… I am not the slave in the house… since we raised our voice, mostly everyone heard it and they came out… most of them knew how that bitch acts like… so they are not really unhappy when I stated things that saying her idiotic things…

Then I don’t give a damn on her continue prepare the meal for everyone… prepared the grilled chicken wings, chili prawns, salted fish with bean sprout, chicken and vege, and lastly the sour vege soup… it was a peaceful lunch we have as everyone ignore that bitch…

Serena was here, Carol, Joey, Duc, Hiro, Chris, Mary and I… after the lunch we cleaned up everything and got in to the room and rest… actually I was thinking I am not trying to make the rest of the housemate as medium person, but I can’t be patient to that bitch anymore…

Copied The Myth from Chris’s pc, and watched it a while ago… I would say this is a very good movie… as in sometimes we just can’t think until that distance… some people will live in their dream for the whole life… they believes in dream… some people believes in science, for them science would explain everything… as usual there are usual fact of life in the movie… which is the greedy person will always get themselves into trouble…

In the love aspect of the movie, I think some people believe in what they loved… there are some people that we can love but not being together… we can keep them in our heart forever and ever… I consider it as one of the fact in life… sometimes we won’t get to be the one who stayed in our heart… no matter how you love other person, there would be one who you love the most deep inside your heart…

Not sure how many people can actually live and being together with the one they love the most… but I believe most of the people in this world, will be the one who is not the one they love the most… not sure if this happen to you… but I do…

Life is full of waiting… some people can wait till the one they love back to them, some are not… sometimes when we waited for someone for quite sometimes… but when we know they are back and they had change, we just can’t accept it… does it consider one of the fact in life?

Oh well… different people will rate this movie differently… as for me I love this movie… when I first saw the Music video of this movie’s theme song, I thought it is different kind of movie… which will be whatever I expected… but I do expected some part of the movie… but overall it catches my attention and concentration… so yeah it’s a nice movie to me…

Who can actually lives forever in the world? What they gonna do when they live in this world forever? One of the fact that I’ve seen in this movie is also about somebody will just taking advantages from others in order to achieve what they want in life… is that a mirror of the realistic of this life?... sigh…

I think I am thinking too much eh? It’s time to stop though… a bit sleepy and might get a nap… will start a brand new day tomorrow again… oh my god! Monday again! LOL… gonna have Monday blue in work again :S…