Saturday, May 27, 2006

Think the other way

Sometimes we forgot things can be direct, simple and easy...

Sometimes we doubt our instinct, six sense, and feeling...

Sometimes we need to change...

Like...

Forgetting all the doubts we reserved for ourselves...

快乐圈

你从那里得到快乐

你就从那里得到哭泣



你得到的

你会失去

你失去的

你要放弃

你放弃的

你该忘记

你忘记的

你会得到



你从那里得到哭泣

你就从那里得到快乐

新人类

空闲的时候忙著寻找忙碌

忙碌的时候忙著寻找空闲



这是新人类的艺术

还是新人类的借口

有谁

什么都是无济于事的

有谁不知道什么是最好的

什么都是空空虚虚的

有谁不晓得回忆比较美



什么都是匆匆忙忙的

有谁会不想要歇一歇

什么都是懒得去管的

有谁不想轻轻松松



什么都是无法控制的

有谁不要第六感

什么都是无法自拔的

有谁懂得爱情

偶然

偶然錯失機會
原來也很受傷
偶然承受挫折
原來也很難過
偶然出錯
原來一樣得付出代價

Happy Birthday to my Lovely wifey

LP LP LP LP.... jaja LP!!! LOL today is your birthday I am here to wish U Happy Birthday... may u become more and more leng lui more and more happy more and more into what you want to do la... hehehe

time flies and U r getting old one year alde LOL... okie la, I hope you will enjoy your day today muacks muacks

Nothing special

Finally it’s weekend again… had a ice sleep last night so got up early this morning… so in Thursday I was heartbroken because of my sister… my youngest sister… she is the one I love the most and she is disappointing me… in Thursday was her birthday so I rang her up to wish her happy birthday…

Out of sudden mum grabbed the phone and told me she had used RM2k phone bill on last month… I asked her what big business she had been doing… she replied every single thing I said… then I got upset and said since u got the ability of replied all my words why don’t you take the debate competition? I got really harsh to her… asked her what was her interest and stuffs she said don’t know… asked her to try her best to do something else she seems to be ignore what I’ve been saying…

Then I start getting angry and said if you don’t even want to look after herself don’t ever complain anything to me anymore… you want to study or not is up to u, but when you come out from school and achieve nothing don’t let me know and bla bla bla… it was really heartbroken… I felt the sadness in her heart too… tried to control the tears and hung up the phone…

Right after I hung up the phone, I burst into tears… then went to bed not long after that… woke up in midnight and chatted with a friend… left home at usual time gone to work again… yesterday was a nice day to work.. pretty easy for me… especially since Justin came to my workplace everyday and tend to take me out for lunch… I kept telling him no thanks…

Not trying to be harsh or rude to him… but because of him my colleagues are pleasing me… what’s the point? Even though he is the son of MD doesn’t means he is the god to control everything! Whatever it is I hope he will leave me alone at work…

Got pissed off when I was on my way home yesterday too… there was an old lady trying to get down the bus and the bus driver shut the door quickly, then she got stuck at the door… I quickly shout excuse me, there is someone getting down the bus! Then other passengers saw the old lady and stare back the driver… some guy passengers scolded him as well… to be frank, if I am a guy I would have beat him up and ask if your mum getting down the bus will you do the same? Damn! The more I think the more I hate those irresponsible driver around… sigh…

Had my breakfast just now and feeling too full now… going to prepare to out soon… thinking to grab some junk food and prawns… hehe… feel like eating seafood… if I see any crab that is cheap might consider to grab some too… alright time to go off now…

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Dumpling I had in weekend


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Dumpling-1 Posted by Picasa


Dumpling -2 Posted by Picasa

落叶


Autumn Posted by Picasa

落叶的季节特别的冷清。。。
冷冷清清的时候总会想太多。。。
天意啊。。。是被玩弄,还是被摆设呢。。。
心也冷冷的。。。
就好像被冰块给封了。。。
是喜欢一个人徘徊在寂寞边缘。。。
还是习惯了一个人呢。。。
搞不懂,也不想懂了。。。

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Decision Decision Decision

Okay now… this is what bothering me at the moment… since there are so may things happening now, My Kai yeah have the urge to get me back to Malaysia for good… as most of you know how much I don’t really want to stay in Malaysia for good, unless there is special reason right?

So he came up with few deals with me…

Option 1: I go back Malaysia straight away without consider anything, work for him and take over his business when he almost retires…

Option 2: I stay in Australia and make sure I will be back to Malaysia for holidays every 6 months…

Option 3: he will grant me a chance to study in UK for 4 years then after 4 years I have to go back Malaysia for good…

Every option has their pros and cons, so I am a bit being bothered last night… had a personal problem occurred too… so scratching my head hard thinking what I should do next… most of my friends asked me to go for option 3, but I don’t feel like studying anymore… I want to explore more… what should I do?

Pedestrian who pass by my life

Finally I am home… okay gonna type out things since early in the morning today… woke up as usual got myself dragging here and there end up took longer time to dress up myself…

As usual, I got out at 4.50am… when I reach Flinder’s st, saw a stranger stop me and spoke to me… was worry I meet the robber again, but this time was lucky because she is just a bit drunk and wanted to talk to someone… introduce each other and had about 5 minutes talk…

When I reach the platform that I normally wait for train, I saw an old lady sitting next to me… it was freezing this morning 6 degrees in the morning… I was freezing too because I got my boots and skirts on today… I look at the old lady and wanted so much to rub her hand and give her some warm, but she is a stranger to me…

What I can do is I got a spare scarf in my bag, I took it out and give it to her, besides that, I got my gloves out and pass it to her too… at first she refuses to take it, but I said to her it’s going to be freezing I can’t pretend I see nothing, so she got it… walked to the Kiosk and get her one hot coffee…

Besides this 2 stranger I met, I will normally meet the other 3 strangers in the morning… the first one is the guy who deliver the fresh donuts, newspaper and fresh milk to all the kiosk in each platform… the other one is the guy who worked in the kiosk and selling one donut and one milk for me when I wanted to eat something… this guy not bad.. he always give me discount prices one :P

And the last one is the guy who took the same train and get down at the same station… sometimes I do feel secure when there is someone who will take the same train with you everyday, especially when it was so cold and dark outside…

There you go few pedestrian who passed by my life… today was an easy day for me because all I have to do is socialize with people in the function and be the emcee for 2 functions… my emcee partner was Justin Kenchington, he was the son of the managing director… -.-… I didn’t know he was the son of the MD till today :(… after the we finish the work, he said he sensed I was unhappy… he saw the sadness in my smile -.-/// I almost burst into tears but I didn’t because I still have to socialize with people in the function…

We then walk to the table where he dad sitting, when I reach there the MD was teasing me and say hey Joey, so you’ve got to know my son huh? At first I was a bit blur and Justin standing there smiling at me… then I said Justin? The MD said yeah… I then give a smile to him and said nothing… we had lunch together, then the MD left for meeting…

Justin insists to keep me company, so after work we went shopping, have some drinks and hang out a bit… was cold, tired and have had sore feet because the boot is still new… he is a very detailed person… he realize all my gesture, and he sensed all my feelings… deep inside my heart I felt that what goes around comes around to me back -.-… there was once where we were waiting for the lights, he saw I was cold he put on the scarf around my neck like a big brother treating a little girl hehe… then he gave me his jacket… I feel comfortable when I go out with him… told him what I’ve been through lately…

Spend sometimes together and finally I suggest to go home… he then wanted to fetch me home… at first I refuses because I don’t want to let him know where do I live… but because it was raining, so I have to pop in his car and reach home dry hehe… we talk a lot and I sense he is trying to be humorous to cheer me up… as far as I know him… he is not a humorous person -.-…

Reached home, came into my room, after about 15 minutes, he called me and said I have left something in his car… without checking if I’ve left anything, I walk out the door to check it out… when I reach his car, he open the door for me, I got into the seat next to the driver and when he came back his driver’s seat, he got a bunch of flower with him… then he said “there you go, U’ve left this in my car”… I then look at him, blur a bit and then put a smile on my face… then I said thanks…

We talked for another few minutes and I told him I need some rest.. off I go from his car back to my room and here I am to type out this post… anyway there will be another post coming up about something bothering me…

One last thing is I spoke to my manager about the robbery I had in few weeks back... he was kind of cursing those who rob people, but i said to him, come on, think about it! no one will choose to be like that if they can choose to be a better person right? there must be something make them desperately for money... sigh... he then said I am a compassionate person -.-... I really got nothing to say because that is what I think only... I don't blame them robbed my money but I just feeling sympathy to them...

Have a nice day ahead

Here to blog… a crappy post for this moment… am freezing brrrr…. How I wish I can sleep whole day or maybe whole week to rest myself… going to have one tough decision to make… a very tough one that will influence my future hehe…

Anyway been listening to the same song these days… any nice song to introduce to me? If yes tossed through please… alright I think I will post out what decision making situation when I am home from work… have to go now as we got functions today again… I will be the host for them… so better off for now… (the ugliest host in the world will appear soon hehe)

Time flies, this is the 912 post in my blog... ironically, things change as time goes... initially this is a blog to express how much I miss Ian... but slowly his name seems to dissapear from my blog... oh well... (............)

Have a nice day ahead everyone!

Monday, May 22, 2006

Interesting

Found this web quite interesting so post it here to share with you guys :P

http://www.syfc.org.sg/events/dvc/cinema.html

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Bad month for me

Today supposed to be a happy and relaxing day for me… unfortunately I’ve drop 300++ dollars.. not sure where, when and how I dropped it… lost about 1k in this month because I got robbed few weeks ago and dropped some money today :(… going to control myself a bit hehe…

There goes some money for shopping :(… told god father he offers me some money but I told him not to send to me unless I am in financial problem LOL… which I am not AT THE MOMENT LOL…

Just finished shower and feel a bit sleepy… had some dumplings just now… it was from Chris’s cousin… quite nice but I miss the one my grandma made :(… how I wish they will send me one and it will not become rotten hehe…

So what I’ve done today is went to the festival, had my brunch, got my hair done, went out with Duc and his mum to Highpoint, had dinner with them, came home, spoke to Kristoper on phone… wanted to go out with him but was too late… he came from Perth… but I haven’t got time to see him yet…then reach home busy upload things, busy on phone, had dumplings, took shower and now sitting here blog LOL…

Going to clean my stuffs away because I made a mess before I went out today… then might head to bed soon as tomorrow have to work again… there you… my weekend gone like this…

Soft toys and my image


The latest soft toy Posted by Picasa
The latest soft toys I've got today :P


It gave me the idea  Posted by Picasa
this soft toy gave me idea on how I want to do my hair


I've decided to do this Posted by Picasa
look carefully and think...


Final decision Posted by Picasa
Finally I've decided to perm my hair like this :P... and the color is different la... :P basically this would be my latest image LOL... in terms of hair and the clothes :P

My Brunch

After the Buddha's day festival I went to Footscray to get my brunch (as usual) I wouldn't miss this meal as I just love it so much :P... and right after I got my meal I went to trim my eyebrows, trimmed my hair, did the treatment for my hair and tadaaa... will show u a pic of soft toys on how my latest hair looks like besides it was different color LOL...


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This is the table setting in each tables


free tea Posted by Picasa
I got myself one because it was freezing out there :p


The veges Posted by Picasa
These are the mixed vege, mint, chili and lemon to go with the noodles soup


Chili Beef Soup Posted by Picasa
tadaaa... my favourite chili beef soup (Vietnamese style)

Buddha's day festival in Melbourne 2006

At first I was planning to go to Footscray only, but when I passed by Flinder St, I saw there are some cannopies at federation Square... So I went there and found there is the Buddha's day festival... here are some pics I've got from there... not a good one because I was rushing and it was too crowded...


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This is the first stall I saw is an old man doing the Chinese Caligraphy


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Simply take the pic of the banner hehe


Performers and dancers Posted by Picasa
the performers and dancers wearing the Dynasty's ManZhu dresscode


Performers and dancers Posted by Picasa
The performers and dancers again


The Buddha Statue for prayers Posted by Picasa
The Buddha Statue for the prayers to queue up ad pray


Folding paper lotus Posted by Picasa
one of the interesting stall teaching people how to fold the paper lotus


The little fountain Posted by Picasa


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Part of the souvenir stall that I bought the souvenirs


Vegetarian food stall Posted by Picasa
Vegetarian food stall


lucky charm Posted by Picasa
Lucky Charm, plan to hang on my bag to keep me away from bad luck hehe


windstruck Posted by Picasa
Windstruck, plan to hang on my car soon :P

Besides all these, they have Baby blessing, Bathing of the Buddha & purification of our minds, Multicutural performances, arts and crafts demonstrations, offering of light & prayer ceremony, tea ceremony... but didn't manage to take those pics hehe

Sunday

Finally last day of my weekend to rest myself… so yeah one week is over and being too busy and restless for work in the past one week… luckily I got myself recovered back hehe…

Am freezing at the moment… and going to get myself prepare to go out already… heading for brunch which I am going to have the Vietnamese style chili beef soup :P… then I need to trim my eyebrows, trim my hair as long as do something for my hair LOL… not sure what I am going to do yet but I know I have to get it done…

Need to buy my travel card as well… so before home I need to buy my monthly ticket… that’s all I am going to do for today as I am not going to spend too much time outside… oh yeah the dumpling festival is coming? This morning Chris told me tonight we are going to have the dumpling hehe… I think he got it from his cousin :P… yeah yeah I will have dumpling tonight… anyway I am tempting to have the chili beef noodles more than the dumpling now hehe… might get myself out as soon as possible… chaos… take care everyone :P