I'm fortunate enough

Hur hur, pat had gave me a tough job to do in this morning… u know what is the tough job? Lol... Well staring at him through the webcam… does this sound tough to u? lol…

Anyway just kidding he was trying to keep me company in this lovely Saturday morning :)… well it sound tough to me while you can only see his face. A face that looks nice to pinch lol… hur hur… seriously... the first thing that I wish to do when I am going to meet you is pinch on your face… and make sure you maintain this ‘size’ lol.. so your face will still pinch able lol…

My life is getting busier ever since I broke up with him… sigh… one month and one week… when I think back it is just a memory that left behind… pat describe as killing cockroach… kill the mess it left behind… lol… anyway if that is as easy as killing cockroach that would be good lol…

After knowing Ian’s webby for so long, finally I’ve spend sometimes reading it… hmm… he is just a thoughtful guy I would say :)… read on his blog and you will know why I said so… remember to surf through :x… the most funny part that make me laugh is not the jokes he posted.. But he pick up the oranges from the lake lol… reminds me of the CNY 4 years back… I was in KL with my cousins (Meng, Agnes, Limao, Sandy, Li Er, ) and my friends (Moo, Mike, BS) so that particular night we were bored… we went to yamcha in Selayang as we visited my aunt somewhere near there… after that Li Er was talking about throwing oranges into the lake and so we drove to Taman Jaya lake.. (Same lake as he went but not in the same year)… and so we bought a box of oranges and wrote down some craps then throw into the lake lol... it was fun as all guys helping girls to crap around… out of 3 oranges I wrote a wish on that orange (I wish I can be with him). I think someone heard my wish :P… I started with my ex boyfriend 2 days after that lol… and he is the one that I wish to be with which I wrote on the orange…

Jason had reach my house at 1140am… he refused to bring me out as he said I look pale… so he decided to cook me something…he drove Laco and Chris to the market to grab something… hmmm I was worried how they going to mess the kitchen… :x…

Well what’s the dish he cooked? Pork ribs with black bean sauce, winter melon soups, steamed fish, ginger and spring onion chicken, and blanch broccoli… keke don’t be jealous… :P.. oh gosh after 3 hours and 30 minutes.. I got to taste my brunch… and guess what? Never ever let a guy who don’t normally cook to step in your kitchen… :S… the kitchen is in mess now… but I am fortunate enough as I am not allowed to clean it :P… that is the advantage of guy’s cooking rules lol….

The feeling of being take care and protect from friends are great… but the feeling of being take care and protect from him is much better lol… well ignore this… I am just crapping… but!! BUT!!! Which girl doesn’t wish to get the TLC from the person they love? :)….

I need plenty of sleep!!! I don’t really seem any progression on putting more weight… sigh… but I am keep trying!!! Yes I am trying my best to achieve size 8! :x... looking forward to buy new clothes :P I mean the bigger size one hur hur… wish me get out of the problem in buying clothes from kid’s department lol… anyway no more xs size for me :P…. do wish me luck.. Thank you thank you :P… how bout 60KG? lol… sorry sorry I am just crapping.. Enough of crapping :P