I am unhappy
I am feeling down at the moment and sometimes I just can't really think of the best way to handles things. another few hours will be seeing my colleague to work for her last day. I am feeling really unhappy because when she is leaving my happiness will gone in the same time too. I love working with her and I felt really bad that I can’t do anything to make her stay anymore…
It happened two weeks where there is one function that had been ordered and mentioned no nuts in the food. So I was the one who organized staffs fro that particular function. I put her name to in charge or food preparations. But in the function day itself she wasn’t doing the food. And there are nuts in some food. Someone got allergic and admitted to hospital. Client wasn’t happy for that.
When my boss was handling this issue with the client I wasn’t around and then they settled in between them. Boss taken the paperwork and he insists she was the one who did the food preparations and he issues letter and sack her in Thursday. When I was back from the meeting outside I tried to explained to my boss but it seems that decisions has been made and there is no turning back. He said to me she was in the age or retiring anyway. Because she is 67 years old. For me this is not the right way at all!
I wasn’t happy and I really unhappy for this. I love working with her. I learned lots of things from her. Extra knowledge that I won’t get from my normal work and most of all she is being accused and I just can’t get the right to get things right at all!
Today she rang me in the morning and thought to ask me to go over her place to hang out a bit. She picked me up in 12.30pm and so we went to her place to hang out with her kids and grand children. We had some fun time together and I felt sad deep down because I won’t know when I will have a chance to do that again.
Then she took me to crown and had dinner together. She has the Portuguese style roast chicken and then I had steak. As for dessert she has black forest cake and I had strawberry and vanilla cake. It wasn’t a pleasant dinner for me at all because it wasn’t only expensive but it taste horrible. There’s a little time I’ve spend with her today.
Deep down my heart now feeling the sadness that I can’t explain… I feel like crying but I can’t cry. I am worry that I will cry out in Monday. Then again I am now managing an online streaming radio at the moment. I had a meeting in Saturday but some of them wasn’t there fro meeting. I am really disappointed as I mean I know this is all volunteer thingy. But isn’t it suppose to be more responsible in things we are doing? Or I am just asking too much? So yesterday I was really pissed off with some of them that showing they don’t really care. But someone trying to comfort me and he said I had to be softer to them. I remember that and I tried to do that today. But this person actually came in and keep typing without really reading what I really want to express. I felt really frustrated. I mean why there is such people in the world?! Argh!
Sometimes I wonder am I being to strict or am I asking too much. Or this is just the stupid world I have to face…
It happened two weeks where there is one function that had been ordered and mentioned no nuts in the food. So I was the one who organized staffs fro that particular function. I put her name to in charge or food preparations. But in the function day itself she wasn’t doing the food. And there are nuts in some food. Someone got allergic and admitted to hospital. Client wasn’t happy for that.
When my boss was handling this issue with the client I wasn’t around and then they settled in between them. Boss taken the paperwork and he insists she was the one who did the food preparations and he issues letter and sack her in Thursday. When I was back from the meeting outside I tried to explained to my boss but it seems that decisions has been made and there is no turning back. He said to me she was in the age or retiring anyway. Because she is 67 years old. For me this is not the right way at all!
I wasn’t happy and I really unhappy for this. I love working with her. I learned lots of things from her. Extra knowledge that I won’t get from my normal work and most of all she is being accused and I just can’t get the right to get things right at all!
Today she rang me in the morning and thought to ask me to go over her place to hang out a bit. She picked me up in 12.30pm and so we went to her place to hang out with her kids and grand children. We had some fun time together and I felt sad deep down because I won’t know when I will have a chance to do that again.
Then she took me to crown and had dinner together. She has the Portuguese style roast chicken and then I had steak. As for dessert she has black forest cake and I had strawberry and vanilla cake. It wasn’t a pleasant dinner for me at all because it wasn’t only expensive but it taste horrible. There’s a little time I’ve spend with her today.
Deep down my heart now feeling the sadness that I can’t explain… I feel like crying but I can’t cry. I am worry that I will cry out in Monday. Then again I am now managing an online streaming radio at the moment. I had a meeting in Saturday but some of them wasn’t there fro meeting. I am really disappointed as I mean I know this is all volunteer thingy. But isn’t it suppose to be more responsible in things we are doing? Or I am just asking too much? So yesterday I was really pissed off with some of them that showing they don’t really care. But someone trying to comfort me and he said I had to be softer to them. I remember that and I tried to do that today. But this person actually came in and keep typing without really reading what I really want to express. I felt really frustrated. I mean why there is such people in the world?! Argh!
Sometimes I wonder am I being to strict or am I asking too much. Or this is just the stupid world I have to face…
posted by MunMun @ 4/30/2007 12:10:00 AM
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