Learning Process

Alrityyy… time to update hey? Oh well… been really busy this few days… was busy helping people in one of the server I am joining for their classes… was having some hectic hours to control the discipline we had in the room… it was divided base on the languages… so I was in the Malaysian one… was pretty sad to say they behave like those uneducated people in the chatroom…

So yeah… after spending some hours finishing some work for them now going to collect all the logs to post up in the selected forum… erm, might be a bit busy to do that as I am relaxing and slacking myself at the moment before I get to do something else…

Listening to my idol singing desperado… nice song… it’s so relaxing… the whole mind thinking of him… yes someone that is important in my life… sometimes I do feel breathless of the love he gave to me… sometimes I just feel lost in the love I’ve got from him… yes he is a sensible person, caring, details, dearly, and most of all… he is just irresistible in my life…

Being with him I see all the bad side of mine… not being caring enough, not organized enough and been hurting him a lot… the guilty is guiding me to no where yet all I can do is learn more, be more patient, I know there are lots of things that I need to rectify in order to make things easy and better…

Errr, alrite they are things I wish to express deep down my heart… and I wish I could do better… about work, hmmm.. nothing much besides getting another promotion to be one of the site manager soon… still, there are so many things to be learned before I move on… I wanted so much to move on but for me it’s only 1 year plus working in the company there is no rush to get anything yet… wanted so much to leave but I do appreciate what this company have trained me up to…

Hmmm… not really feeling really well now as I am lack of rest… might catch some sleep now… will be back when I feel like blogging again… gone for now…