Monday, April 17, 2006

I am living in denial at the moment

Finally my break is over and I am going to bed soon :s…. going to work tomorrow but I am not really feeling to back to work again… I wish to take some leaves soon, but spoken to my manager and he doesn’t allow me to do so because he will be in trouble to face all the new people in workplace now…

My holidays started in Thursday night… I haven’t been working since then… as what I’ve updated in previous blog… I had some fun in that night… then come to Friday night… I went out with some friends and hung out with them in a bar… been drinking a lot in this Easter break… maybe been heart breaking as well hehe…

In Saturday I hung out with my colleagues again and we went to the Singaporean restaurant for dinner… then we went to Crown casino to walk around… gambled and won some money… then we went to few clubs in the casino… didn’t really drink much because I promised my diary I will not drink a lot… bought one pink crystal… in heart shape one… it looks nice to me so I bought it to give me some love luck LOL…

I have enough bees… but I want a real boyfriend who will be the one who is near to me, can care for me… love me… then in Sunday night I went out with my ex housemates and we had some cheesecake and a glass of cocktail in a café that we used to hang out a lot… unfortunately the cakes seems to disappointed us :s… after that we went to the food court to have some food for dinner… then we went to do some shopping in crown… and finally went in a pub to have few drinks…

Wasn’t feeling happy and keep drinking till I feel a bit drunk then came home… once I reached home argued with Eric and then went to bed straight away… when I woke up today, was so tired and don’t feel like doing anything… so I really wasted the whole day doing all the junk… not feeling happy at all… not even have the mood in listen to any of the song… and feeling so frustrated… didn’t do anything that I planned to do today as well… sigh…

Anyway is hard for me to express here because I know I have some unwanted visitors to my blog lately… sometimes you will see a half story here as well… where I don’t really typing everything out… anyway I think I do tell you guys in messengers hehe… okay la… off to bed now… tata…

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