What is the Life I am going through

Today is a tiring Sunday for me… woke up in 730am, gone to have my dim sum breakfast with Joey, Laco and Jason… then had a window shopping in the city, when we were in Swanston St, Joey had bought me a necklace without letting me know, that is the necklace that I stare for few seconds because is very unique…

After the window shopping had come home for some rest and get some work to do… when I login to IRC, there are people flooding in era and so I got Kambing to kick the flooder, unfortunately, we got to know the channel dropped and then try to get all channels back to track… anyway, after some hard works… everything back to normal… we just can’t do anything besides all the important people around…

After getting everything done, my line was lag and I went offline to go out… was planning to go out alone, but met Joey near the Yarra River… I wasn’t in good mood actually and trying to get sometimes to think and consider things…

Am I supposed to go for further studies? I am feeling tired of thinking… maybe because I had nightmare last night… anyway, after we sit at the river side for a while I asked him to leave me alone… but he insisted to keep me company… I throw my tantrum at him; this is the first time I being so fierce to him face to face… I know how he felt, but I just can’t help it… he didn’t left, but keeping silent, I can see he wasn’t happy and I cried… after that, we didn’t said a word and I walked from Crown casino to my house…

Once I came home, I’ve lock myself in the room and start to make myself occupy… sigh… when I login IRC got to see lamers around… first got those 988 chatters came in to promote their chat room then go the guy who loves to play mind game with me come and annoy me again… sigh…

Anyway there goes my Sunday and I am now facing some lamers in #my.fm again… got to go now as I am a bit blank now… is like hurting people without any reasons… sigh…