A bit of update

Aiseh, this is the third time I am typing this blog… I accidentally closed the webby for the first time, then second time was closed by Joey… grrrrr… he was here to visited me as he had been abandoned me for sometimes… and he knows I was sick so he is here to cook me dinner again…

Nice dinner I had tonight, I had steam fish and fish ball soups… it was really delicious and nice… the fish is fresh and his cooking is really fabulous… then after the dinner, he was watching DVDs and I went to bed to get some rest… the flu and cough is killing me :s… it was my fault where I ate lychee yesterday while I was not suppose to eat that…

When I woke up today, the house owner was here and he was making the tables to replace the old tables in rooms, I don’t need that as I have my own furniture… he will always blame on me when the kitchen is in mess… that is the thing that really making me sick… I was complaining about marc today because he never clean the dishes lately… he heard that and came out from the room and start complaining me not throwing the foil in the oven… whenever I am trying to clean the dishes in the kitchen, I felt like I am just like the maid in the house to clean the dishes for them all the time :s…

Was really sick of Jeffery, he kept asking me to help him to do his assignments again… he was supposed to graduate on last year and he had been delaying the assignments till now… he kept bugging me on phone and finally I choose not to answer the calls… but he send me sms asking if I am not going to talk to him… finally he came over and I tried to help him in doing his assignments, but I insist him to type out everything himself, which I will assist him instead of doing everything myself… It is a pressure for me if I am helping him doing the assignment as I don’t want to do it roughly and pull down his grade…

Will be losing a buddy in this coming Saturday… Laco is leaving the house soon, he will be moving to his friend’s house while having the long vacation before he goes back to Slovakia… gonna miss him soon :s… I hope we will keep contact through emails… sigh…

The new housemate is really horrible, oh well... ain;t going to type too much about her to break my mood now, as I am feeling calm and not thinking anything bad in my mind now… I felt dizzy actually… she had been bringing guys home… besides that, I’ve been losing things since she is here… sigh… the door lock is not fixed yet while the house owner promised to fix it for me…

Today Laco told me he suspected Chris is gay, Chris loves to ask Laco to go out with him and Laco said sometimes Chris does lean on him or he will touch Laco… form these symptoms Laco suspected he is a gay… Chris did told me about he is interested to a girl in Sydney… but who knows? Hur hur… he might be bisexual? Keke I’m so bad….

Chatted with Ian in last 2 days… he wasn’t happy about his life (I guess) … he never put such nick in his msn… I called him to asked what is happening actually… but he was busy and we didn’t chat on phone… then he came online, and we chatted online… he is changing job again… I think is quite a tough job… anyway good luck for him… wish he could strive for his goal in his job…

The last week was really horrible… been locking myself up again… no idea why... but been bothering by some friends, some problems and a dream… in my dream I was in a place something like meantal hospital… then I was in a room, a white room that is no furniture and I was sitting at the corner of the room… then I saw myself sitting on the edge of a tall building and talking to myself… it seems like I am a crazy person in my dream… :s…. I had this same dream for 3 days

Then I had few dreams about murderers and I saw lots of my old friends in my dream… :s… I guess I miss them a lot… been talking craps with my youngest sister on phone… she missed me a lot and actually being so lonely back in KL… she called me when she was alone at home… I asked to hang up so my mum will not complain if she see the phone bill later… my younger sister is not taking care of her as she always went out with her boyfriend… my elder sister had her own family and life so she couldn’t have bother my youngest sister anymore… and finally my mum has her own life… so my youngest sister felt lonely… if I am in KL I will bring her out to Mamak at times… or I will bring her to go cycling, swimming or for shopping… I miss her though… hope she will be fine soon…

Been chatting with nick koko today… and I told him I was impressed with 2 girls in IRC… one is Kumiko and another is violet jie jie… I love to chat with them as they are so friendly, cute, humble and caring… anyway nice knowing them…

Hmm a bit tired of typing now… will be update again if there is anything to update in my life… tata for now