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It’s been sometimes that I did not blog… life being the same... it’s been more and more complains I made for my life….

Am I really dissatisfied about my life or am I complaining too much or it’s really a life that is really drive me insane? After six months and 16 days broke up with him… still missing him but will I still got the chance again?

Whatever I said is still the empty promises… I’ve broke too many promises…. Was trying to get myself out of internet so I don’t have to think too much… but at the end things are still around me which I know I am not suppose to avoid it…

Sigh… I don’t know what I can type here anymore… I wish I could be better and I wish everything will be better soon….. Whatever I think before and now is so different… I can’t be firm enough of what is I going to do… been wasting so many times for nothing… been avoid for so many times… but things will be around and stay the same…

I don’t believe in what I believe anymore… I don’t foreseen what I foreseen anymore… it’s just like the ashes that blew away by wind…. I hate this feeling but why?

I guess I should be on bed now… is 6.12am now and I am supposed to go to work in 2 hours time…. Good morning everyone and have a nice day…